I raped her (He raped me) BOOK2

chapter 1:

Chapter1: NIGHTMARE?

"I'll make you mine." then a couple of tears fell down from his eyes.

I saw nothing but so much pain.

"Please Ian don't do this to me.Kahit anong hilingin mo i'll give it to you.Please.. nagmamakaawa ako sayo." i know my tears wants to burst out kaya talagang napahagulgol na ako.

"Kahit ano?Ito..."tumigil siya saglit at mas lalo pang lumapit sa akin mas lalong lumakas yung hikbi ko kanina."Ito ang gusto ko.I want you!I love you so much Irish.Sobrang mahal na mahal kita."

"Huhu.. I told you this before, i can't give it back to you." as i mouthed this to him i folded my knees and hugged it.

He said nothing.

But i was surprised when he tried to put off my hands around my knees. He's trying to do it.

I push him,pero sobrang lakas niya.

Kaya nakuha niya yung dalawa kong kamay.And he stretched my legs lay down to this bed.

"NOOOOOOOOOOO....."

His POV

"NOOOOOOOOOOO....."

"Honey... wake up... "

"Honey..."

"Honey..."

Napamulat ako ng marinig na ginigising ako.

Medyo malabo pa ang paningin ko pero pinilit kong magmulat.

"Napanaginipan mo na naman ba?" Agad niyang tanong.

Umupo ako bigla at pinipilit maalala ang panaginip ko.

She's always in my dreams.

I don't understand it. Mukha siyang nagmamakaawa. It looked like she was afraid and scared. Magulo ang panaginip ko.

But the vivid is, I AM HER RAPIST.

"Yeah." Maikli kong sagot kay Alice, my wife.

"Dont mind it Honey. I'm pretty sure, isa lang yan sa mga nightmares mo." Alice gave a smile, it was full of assurance.

A huge sigh came out from me.

Who are you? And why are you always present in my dreams?

Laging yan ang naiiwang tanong kapag nagigising ako sa umaga.

"I'll wait for you downstairs." She gave me a quick peck and walk out from the room.

I always wake up in the morning with big questions in my mind. Like, who am i?

What was my life before? Who were the people in my past? I don't remember any single thing. I forgot everything about me.

Even in myself, I am a totally STRANGER.

All I know is I'm with my wife, Alice and my little sister, Chritia.

Naikwento rin ni Chritia na sila Dad, Mom at yung isa pa naming kapatid na si Coleen eh nasa New York. Yan lang ang kilalang kong tao sa buhay ko.

Nasabi din niya na kaya ako nagka-amnesia kasi naaksidente daw ako. Hindi na niya ikwenento ang iba pang nangyari kaya hanggang ngayon parang may kulang pa rin. Kulang lahat.

At mas ipinagtataka ko ang babae na laging nasa panaginip ko. Parang kilala ko siya. It feels like she has a big part in my life. Sino ka ba?

Kapag nakikita ko siya sa panaginip ko, there's something inside me that wants to be with her kahit na hindi ko siya kilala.

It feels like she belongs to me and I belong to her. How could it be? I have my wife already. It's ridiculous to think that I want to see the girl in my dreams. I wish this is only a big nightmare.

I shook my head trying to eliminate the thoughts.

I walked out of the room and went to kitchen. I found Chritia and Alice there having their breakfast.

"Good morning kuya Ian." Chritia greeted me.

"Hi." Nasanay na ako sa ganitong set up everyday. Gigising ako na para bang nalilito kung bakit sila ang kasama ko. Pero sino nga ba dapat ang nasa tabi ko?

Umupo ako katabi ni Alice.

Paano ko kaya makikilala yung babae sa panaginip ko? Paano ..??

"Kuya, you know what, Kyle asked me if we could accompany him in his exhibit. Mayron na naman kasi siyang bagong paintings eh." Nakangiting sabi niya. Kyle is her boyfriend. A painter also.

Grabe nahihirapan na talaga ako kakaisip kung paano ko siya makikita. I really want to see her. And I MUST SEE HER.

"Hoy Kuya! You're not listening to me." Nabigla ako ng medyo sigawan niya ako.

Pahamak yung babae sa panaginip ko. Sumasakit tuloy yung utak ko kakaisip.

"Again... again what did you say?"

"Tss. Kyle is going to have his exhibit. And he's inviting us." Medyo naiiritang sabi nito.

"Ya.. yes, we will go there." Maikli kong sagot. Pabalik na sana ako sa kwarto nang bigla akong mapatigil sa sinabi niya.

"He's so nice talaga. Idagdag mo pa si Irish, painter din. Sobrang galing nila. KYLE & IRISH MASTERPIECE, ang nice din ng name nila."

Irish..

Irish...

Parang narinig ko na yung name na yun.

Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko.

Pinipilit kong alalahanin kung saan ko narinig yung name na yan dati.

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