I raped her (He raped me) BOOK2

Real story behind of LIES

Ian's POV

"Naalala mo pa ba to?"

Sino bang makakalimot sa lugar kung san lahat nagsimula. Kung san nagsimula ang love story naming dalawa.

I smiled widely.

Ngayon pwede na akong ngumiti ng hindi tinatago. Pwede ko nang ipakita yung totoong nararamdaman ko na hindi nangangambang may nakatingin sakin, samin.

For how many months, I discovered what Chritia did to us. Magulo at first. Pero now, its clear.

She just used Alice para makaganti sakin. She told me that Alice was my wife. But right after of the exhibit where I and Irish met,in front of the newly wed portrait, I knew before then that I found the real story, I found the truth about our lives.

I confronted Chritia about it. Hindi naman na niya tinanggi. I asked her for my freedom. Kaso lagi niya akong tinatakot na magpapakamatay siya. She's still my sister anyway, kaya takot akong lumapit sa pamilya ko.

"I love you Honey." Her voice almost got broke. Alam kong masakit na to para sa kanya. And I want to cease that. I want it to end right in front of the place where we started.

"Sorry, honey." I have a lot of things to tell. How I survived the operation and how I long to be with them after the success of it.

Sa dami gusto kong ikwento, yan lang ang lumabas sa bibig ko. Sa bawat salita kong binitiwan sa kanya dati, halos parang sampung kutsilyo yung  tumutusok sakin. Kahit ayaw ko sabihin ang mga salitang yun, alam kong may mga nakatingin. Maraming kayang gawin si Chritia. Lahat kanya niya gawin makaganti lang.

Naalala ko pa nun, I let Coleen drove me home from hospital. Na-survive ko nga ang operation ng leukemia pero nagka-amnesia naman ako. Chritia hired a truck man to ruin our way home and hit the car that where we're in.

"No need to have this two-month deal. Pagmahal mo, hindi ka titigil. Oo, mapapagod tayo at magpapahinga pero hindi ibig sabihin nun hihinto ang love natin sa isat isa." She smiled at me and hugged me tighter this time.

Unti-unti kong nararamdaman yung pagtulo ng luha niya sa shirt ko.

"Naipit lang ako mahal sa sitwasyon di ko gusto." Kahit pala lalaki mapapaluha pagtotoo yung nararamdaman mong love. "Alam kong sobra kitang nasaktan nung mga time na yun, pero lam mo bang..." Iniharap ko yung mukha nya sakin. Basang-basa na ang mukha nya ng luha. "Lam mo bang triple ang sakit sakin na saktan yung babaeng pinakamamahal ko." Mas napahagulgol sya.

"Naalala mo na ba ako nun?" Tumango lang ako. I can't take but to kiss her on her forehead.

"At mas di ko kakayanin kung makuha ka ng iba. Kaya kahit malugi tayo, okay lang basta kasama kita." Sabi ng ibang tao, hindi tayo mabubuhay ng puro pagmamahal. Hindi nila kasi alam ang essence ng buhay. When you love someone, you'll gonna do everything para di siya mahirapan, in all kinds of difficulties. Mapa-pinansyal, emosyonal at kung ano pang aspects.

"I love you." Paulit ulit niyang banggit sa bawat pagpatak ng luha.

"Mahal din kita Irish, makinig ka sa lahat ng sasabihin ko ah." She nodded.

I wake you up with some

Breakfast in bed

I'll bring you coffee

With a kiss on your head

"Babawi ako sa mga panahong wala ako sa tabi mo. Hindi ko na ulit hahayang mag isa ka. Simula ngayon, magsisimula tayo sa gitna, sa gitna ng gulo at problema."

And I'll take the kids to school

Wave them goodbye

"Ang dami ko ng utang na time sayo at time na para bayaran yun."

And I'll thank my lucky stars

For that night

When you looked over your shoulder

For a minute I forget that I'm older

Her tears never stop from falling down. "The parallel road that we think will never meet again, meet on their way by looking each other."

I wanna dance with you right now, oh

And you look as beautiful as ever

And I swear that every day you get better

"Mahal na mahal kita at oras na para pakasalan ka ulit."

You make me feel this way somehow

I'm so in love with you

"This time, wala nang pilitan. Will you marry me again, Irish Daniel?"

And I hope you know

Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold

We've come so far, my dear

"No need to ask me that. You know my answer already."

Look how we've grown

And I wanna stay with you

Until we're grey and old

Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go

It's been two weeks since the day I asked her to marry me again.

I looked at her walking down the aisle.

Her beauty is very simple but the whole her is unique.

Alam kong may mas nakakahigit sa ganda niya as well as sakin. But that doesn't mean na kailangan natin iwan ang GOOD para sa BETTER.

Minsan kasi ang GOOD pwedeng maging BEST kung aalagaan ng tama.

And sometimes, we're collecting stones while losing our gold. We have to be contented for what we have.

Stop thinking na baka di pa sya or what not. Start saying sya na, at aalagaan ko siya. Have the spirit na kayo na talaga forever. Kasi the more you think na Hindi siya, the more na nawawalan ka ng gana.

Again she's wearing her beautiful smile. Yung smile na nagpapakita na sobrang saya niya.

I wanna live with you

I love you so much. As she mouthed.

Even when we're ghosts

I replied, I love you more.

She just then nod.

'Cause you were always there for me

I know hindi dito matatapos yung problema namin. Pero alam Kong mas kakayanin na namin this time kasi we will both fight.

When I needed you most

I'm gonna love you 'til

My lungs give out

Kung may kulang man ako dati Irish, I will work on it na ngayon.

I promise 'til death we part

Like in our vows

I held her even tighter, when she reached where I am, waiting.

So I wrote this song for you

Now everybody knows

That it's just you and me

"Let's start our forever, Honey." I pinch her nose as we both turn to face the altar.

Until we're grey and old

This time no promises, instead we'll gonna do it.

Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go

Oh, just say you won't let go

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Literally, for many years natapos ko din ang book 2 niya. If you could see the date where I started writing this story, I was just first year college and now currently working na. Haha. Sorry na sa tagal. Anyway, to all who stayed. Thanks. 😁😁😁

Please read my next story, "Ako Muna."