Im tired of being sad, im tired of being upset im tired of not being my best self and living my best life, Its time for an change
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When I walk by people, I have an horrible feeling. The mindset where I feel like evreyones looking ant me and judging me, sitting in class when i hear people laughing I feel like there laughing at me , this leaves me to wonder "What did I do?" , " Did I do something" these small thoughts become an migrane. The migrane turns to anxiety, the anxiety tuens into an panic attack, the panic attack causes me to leave the situation that I have created for myself. My head is my wors enemy.
The dread of going to school evreyday, the dread of looking in the mirror, the dread of lookong at people in the eyes is far too much. I have thoughts in the back of my over active mind showing things that id like to be doing, things that I could only imagine to do. Those vivid movie clips of thoughts that I have made for myself is the reality that I would like to be living and that journey that is due for.
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Non-FictionThis is an day to day new progress progression of changing my life. I struggle with depression and anxiety and day to day living can be unbearable for myself, and it effects the others around me On this day Saturday, November 3 I had an rude awakini...
