She Is Only Hers

she isn't for you

She saw him
From afar
He could only see her treasure
Hidden in a piece of cloth
She saw pain in his eyes
He only knew lust
She saw his billion dollars smile
He smiled to attract her
She wanted to know him more
He wanted to know what she had in store
His being there made her grey eyes satisfied
His greed made him unsatisfied
Of shyness She looked down
He only scanned her
She wanted him to open his heart towards her
He wanted to open those buttons on her shirt
She knew nothing about the world
But he knew exactly how to teach her
She came near to him for asking him to be friends
He came even nearer to touch her
She took a step back
He took a step back too
She thought it wasn't a plan
He knew his plan very well
She shut her eyes
Then he opened his mouth to say those sweet words
To say that she was pretty
To say that he was lonely
To say that he needed a friend
She wanted that too
He knew that too
She smiled at him giving her warmth
He sweet talked her taking no pitty at her
She wanted to Trust him
He wanted to shatter her trust
She kept talking to him
He kept pretending to listen
She used to ask advises
He did give her ideas
She wanted to keep meeting him
He wanted to just break in
She asked if they could meet again
He told he wanted to show something at home to her
She wanted to see what it was
He took her to that prison of darkness
She had never been there before
He had never wanted to waste a second more
She sat at a broken sofa
He sat on the same sofa
She let herself feel shy
He let himself undo her head scarf
She was startled
He was smiling
She felt his sweet smile
He came closer to her
She jumped back
He came even closer
She was surprised
He injected drugs in her body
She tried to move
He touched her lips with his
She tried even harder
His act became more rougher
She became scared
He started to enjoy
He touched her might
Unbottened all her dream
opened the hook to her feelings
Unziped her pain
Pulled off her esteem
Seprated the lock of herself
Undid himself
He kept dirting her
He kept paining her
She was tied
She felt everything
She knew she had to fight
She knew this had to stop
But she could do nothing
He knowing that she was helpless
He knowing that she was harmless
Put himself all in
to destroy the walls of her Chasity
To insert all his contamination
To degrade all the cells of her body
And he kept doing it
Her eyes were tearing
Her body was torn like a rag
Her voice was still unheard
Her inner self was dead
She was waiting for him to end it
He enjoyed himself
He took his good time
Now she was beaten
Now she was lost
Now he saw her
From afar
But all she could see was her soul dead in its dread
Now she had pain in her eyes
But his eyes had triumph in them
Because now he had won know
Because now he had torn all the cloth on her treasured self
Now he made her a rag
Now he knew all she had
She had nothing left except a banging pain
She had nothing left to think
She had nothing left to hide
She had nothing left to shame
She had nothing left to give him
So he became satisfied
So his greedy body was full
And His lust got bored
So he got up
And
So he left
Left her
Laying there
On those messed up sheets
In that ugly place
That felt no ugly to her
Because she felt even uglier
She stayed there
For an hour
The cold winter
Felt no chiller
Her body was blue
All she had was that ugly slime
All she felt was disgust
Then she remembered
Then she remembered what she had forgotten
What she was not supposed to forget
What they begged her not to forget
What she was taught times and again
Now a tear slipped
Now the bank of her eyes gave way to flood of pain
Now the chords shaked and a scream came out
Now the strings capturing her before set her free
And now she was free
She cried
She screamed
She mourned
She sat there for a whole night
No one came to tell her that it was a dream
After all the crying and wailing
She finally started to feel her body
She was no more numb
She was no more unconscious
So she sat there
So she thought of her own PLAN
The plan that involved
what they always told her
What her parents and loved ones taugt her
Now she stood up
Now she made her mind
Now she was ready
Now she took her first step
Her first step to conquer everything
Her first step to snatch that triumph from his eyes