"Wondering Thoughts"

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5/8/18

They say that 9 times out of 10

Your graduation picture

Will be one of the pictures used at your funeral

So essentially you're smiling for your death photo as well

They also say that heartbreak is temporarily

And that love last a lifetime

I guess that's true

I mean I'm temporarily heartbroken

over lost love that lasts until the next love

which perpetually results within the next broken heart, only this is continuous. So... Therefore essentially I'm temporarily in love. In heartbreak. Al-ways.

When I was in elementary school, I was assigned a project.

Don't remember exactly what it was, all that I know is that I got an A!

I must have learned something I no longer care to remember

Music is my escape. It is

It's just that art is my key

Art is my key. It's just that

The door is my mind.

And my mind is not a place where I want to be

It appreciates me there

I hate it there

It loves me so much

It wants me to go to her room and play games

But the enemy of my enemy is my inner me

And the enemy of my enemy is insomnia

And insomnia is her roommate and they talk for hours

Yet they talk about their enemy

A common enemy

Me

I had no clue insomnia hated me

I was born on 05-07-01

That makes me a Taurus

I don't really understand what that means

nor do I remember a thing from that date

But I'm pretty sure a picture was taken

Of a memory I do not posses

But will be my greatest hit

Alongside my graduation photo

I hope I smiled at least.

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KiKi

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