I uh... how do you even start off a chapter like this?
Okay, okay. I'm sorry; I haven't published many new chapters lately. Just an author's note where I thanked you guys for 300 reads.
The reason I haven't published any new chapters.... Is well, that I haven't felt motivated enough.
My crush's been ignoring me and man, has that been making me feel depressed. My crush is one of the only reasons I continue with my life. He's the only reason I keep trying.
But whenever he's around, I'm too scared to try. He makes me so scared; I can barely breath with him around me.
I panic so hard, he makes me feel so intimidated and I just want him to start paying attention to me and act more friendly towards me! But he ignores and makes me feel so scared!
I just... feel so unmotivated and tired right now. There won't be any updates for maybe a month or two. I'm too tired to work more on this story. I'll try to publish another story instead of not posting anything for months.
See you guys around.
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Fanfikce❝ you're quite the shy girl, kingham ❞ ❝ guess i could be considered shy girl of bullworth, hopkins ❞ Moving from Birmingham in England, Helanie Kingham starts at Bullworth Academy. There she meets a familiar face from her adolescence...