once it's real

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You
you
you
that's all i think about
you calm my fears
you calm my worries
with a simple smile
you don't even realize the effect you
have on me
you drive me wild
i'm willing to go anywhere with you
i'm not sure if that's a good thing but
you
you
you
are all i can think about
yes i'm broken
yes i'm terrified to trust anyone
and terrified to let someone in
it took months, for my best friend
to learn about me in anyway
so i'm sorry that i don't open up
i've been left so many times
it scares me
i think that's why i leave when things start
to get real
because once it's real
that's when i've let them in
and that's when they can just walk right out of my life, like it never mattered

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