(BASED OFF THE SONG CHANGES-XXXTENTACION 🖤 ENJOY)
-Your POV-
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
I'm sitting on the couch in my house, constantly looking out the window.
Commoooon, I wanna see my baby
I live alone, so it's just me.
I hear something, and look out the window, and I see a black car.
I see a familiar boy, and his hairs in....cornrows?
I shrug, oh well.
I see him, he has a bag in his hand, and he's just staring at the Gallagher house.
I can feel my heart beating, a year is too long. I swear to god.
He turns around, and stares at where I'm at.
I see a smile form on his face, and he walks towards my house.
I back away from the window, and go half way up the stairs and wait.
I hear a knock on my door, I yell "COMING!" and I walk to it.
I take a calm breath and put on a 'fuck want?' face.
"Okay Jason, I swear to god. I'm waiting for my boyfriend to come home. Leave me a-" I say, and look into his ocean blue eyes.
"....lone? Carl?" I smile.
He smirks down at me and chuckles.
"Hey shawty, what's good? I missed you"
He bent down and gave me a 'kiss'.
By a kiss, he leaned down and kissed my neck, and wraps his arms around my body.
Lifting me up, walking in, shut his door with his foot, walked towards the couch and plopped us down on it.
My hands went straight to the back of his neck.
I reached my fingers down behind the fabric of his jacket and shirt.
He smirked against my skin, and peeled off his jacket.
"Mmm, baby. I've been waiting for this for a whole fuckin year"
"Me too," I whimpered "Take everything off you & I and fuck me on this couch!"
He complies and attaches his mouth to my skin once again.
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Girl, you're making it hard for me
Girl, you're making it hard for me, uh
Girl, you're making it hard for me
(WARNING: TALKS ABOUT SELF-HARM!)
I walked through the hallways, alone.
Usually Carl walked beside me, but he broke up with me.
I don't know why, he said that 'I wasn't enough and he wants more'.
I look across from me and I see him, he took out his braids to reveal his beautiful brown locks, with Domonique. I scoff, of course.
I shake my head and tears form, and I feel someone staring at me.
