Jonah: your cutting again
Tegan : no I'm not
Jonah : then what are the marks
Tegan : it might be from when I passed out
Jonah : don't lie u have been cutting
Tegan : fine I have but don't tell anyone
Jonah : how can i not tell anyone
Tegan : u will keep it for me if i care
Jonah: I do care about u mean u were my first love i was yours but I can't keep this from the boys i can't
Tegan : u will keep it a secret if u ever loved me
Jonah : please don't make me keep it a secret
Tegan : please
Jonah : fine but if I see one new cut I'm telling them
Tegan : ok I swear no more cutting
Jonah: please don't because when Tristan said u were dead everyone was devastated and didn't know how to cope because we all went our own way when we got back and didn't speak
Tegan : look I'm not gonna go anywhere just yet until I go back new York
Jonah : your not going to new York any time soon
Tegan : why I live there
Jonah : I know but no one's gonna let u out there sight
Tegan : well there gonna have to let me at some point
We then hear a knock on the door and we see robin
Robin : u got a load of people out side waiting for u
Tegan : ok they can all come in
Robin : ok
They all come in
Tegan : Tristan your dead
Tristan : why
Tegan : because u had a go at Daniel as said i got depressed because of him and then I killed myself because of him
Tristan : it's true tho he got u depressed
Tegan : no he didn't it's from everything that's happend the last 5 mouths from being on my own and then losing gabe and then your all back in my life with a click of a finger
Trsiatn : I'm sorry ok it's just I was mad because I was the one who looked at the body thinking it was u
Tegan : well it wasent and u got mad at Daniel he's done nothing wrong
Kayla : u did say u were acting around Daniel
Tegan : mhh
Daniel : why were u acting in front of me
Tegan : because u said i changed and it sounded like u didn't like me changing to they way I am so I acted like the old me but I coudent Do it for much longer
Daniel : u said u were gonna tell me these things and I don't care u changed
Tegan : thanks
Kai: so what atchally happend that u ended up in hospital
Tegan : I was having a panick attack and I passed out
Daniel : have u had a panick attack before
Tegan : Yh I had loads and all the time I pass out exspet once that's why i went to new York for the doctors and that's when I got diagnosed with anxiety and depression
Zach : we're all going to help u
Tegan : I don't want help that's why I only told Tristan Kayla and Kai I don't want pills to make me happy or u guys i want to go throw it with out every one feeling like they have to walk on egg shells around me
Christan : that won't happen then were just be our normally selfs
Tegan : good
We talk for a bit until robin comes in
Tegan : how long do i stay here for
Robin : quite a while we got your notes sent over from new York and said u already had an eating disorder and now u got another one so we are sending u to a rehab where your gonna eat and there gonna watch u
Jonah : she said she was having a panick attack that's why she's passed out
Tegan : I want u all to go
Jonah : please say your not starving your self again please
Tegan : I said go
Robin ; if she wants u to go u have to
Jonah : I'm waiting out side the door in not leaving
Robin : out until then
Tegan : do i have to go to rehab
Robin : yes u do we can't risk u becoming really ill again.
Tegan : uhh I'm not going im an adult
Robin : u are but it serious this is your second relapse in under a year
Tegan : it's not a relapse it just if I eat I'm sick and I can't help it
Robin : well your gonna have to deal with it u can't die because of an eating disorder
Tegan : I won't die please just don't send me to a rehab
Robin : I'm sorry but we already booked u in
Tegan : u can't do that it's agents my wheel
Robin : your going for your own safety please just go get better because u are a young independent woman he needs help
Tegan : fine when do i leave
Robin: tomrrow and to make sure u don't go someone is going to be out side your door the whole time
Tegan : what about the stuff I need
Robin : u will get stuff there and stuff will be taken away from u
Tegan : Yh what ever just go
Robin : ok I'll be back later
