I'm Different //Eddmatt//

Chapter 10- JUST A LITTLE BIT CLOSER, MATT

   Those "flirty" moments with Matt have become more common and usual. Each one better than the next. I deny the urge to get just a little bit closer to his pale face. That ginger hair, leading eyes-. Oh- I was even rambling inside my own mind about him? I guess so... I can't help but wonder. "What were Matt and Tom talking about while Tord and I had a light conversation of our own?

   I walk in to the hopefully empty living room with shaky steps moving to the couch. No one was here. I stop to look down at my chest. I couldn't  help but constantly compare my chest to Matt's slender, pale chest. He won. 'Should I lay off the cola?' I ask myself feeling a bit self- "aware". I feel footsteps behind me. I twitch at each new step making small thuds in the ground. I feel arms wrap around my waist from behind. I turn my head, leaning it on the figure's shoulder to take a glance. "M-matt?" I ask confused as to why he was doing this. 'Did he see me checking myself?!' I get nervous. "Don't feel down Edd. You're perfect just the way you are!" Matt says. "quote, Bruno Mars." Says Tom walking a straight line from his room to the kitchen.

   "B-but-" I say, but to be shortly cut of by Matt's light tone. "Don't change yourself Edd." Matt says. I nod practically begging for Matt to let go of my waist. Honestly, I was a bit aroused. I didn't want Matt to see it, it was showing.

   Matt gently lets go. "Alright, alright." Matt says exhaling. I understand he was just trying to help, but. He was grabbing my waist, turning me on, and sounding almost as sexy as always. I really wanted him.

~AFTER AN HOUR, EDD ASKS TORD IF HE CAN TALK WITH HIM IN HIS ROOM ( EDD'S ROOM ), TO TALK ABOUT MATT AGAIN. AND HOW HIS UNDYING CRUSH WAS GROWING LARGER AND HARDER TO CONTROL.~

   Tord and I sit next to each other on my squeaky bed. "Edd. if your crush for Matt has grown this big- you should-" My face turns red. I didn't want to hear what I already knew. I stop Tord. "I know..."I say annoyed. I'm glad I had Tord to help me with this. I wasn't aware of how much he knew and was open about this subject. "I'm just not sure how." I say letting out a soft sigh. "Not over text. That's for sure. Even if it comes to that." Tord says. I nod at the important piece of information.

   Iv'e wanted to tell Matt ever since I realized that I wanted him more than any other girl he would ever flirt with.

   "Edd. You have to tell him soon." Tord implies to our conversation. "I feel so nervous around him all the time how do I-" I say, Tord gives me more information. "That's normal Edd. Don't think. DO." Tord exclaims as confident as possible. I tug at Tord's hoodie sleeve, pulling him into a soft hug. I feel Tord smiling on my shoulder, "Thanks Tord."I say about to let go and run off.

'WAS I SERIOUSLY GOING TO TELL MATT-'

'TOMORROW?!'

   I blush and run to my room to start planning my important occasion for the confession.