My soul

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by L0478180289

by L0478180289

Tomorrow I will wake up and remember the pain of today.
Re-live the events and my darkness all in an instant.
I can hope tomorrow will be different
Maybe I won't have a panic attack,
Maybe I will laugh until I cry
Maybe I will feel love,
What if tomorrow is better and I find strength.

I am scared to go to sleep because of the fear and trepidation that awaits me when I wake.

24 hours can't wash away my heavy heart.
So I hold on to hope that next month will be better, that the anti depressants give me stability
That my best friend will come back
That I will feel connected to my soul