I'm sort of a people pleaser and it's annoying. I get mad at myself all the time after saying yes while screaming no in my head. I brush off issues in front of the person/ people that aggravate me, after complaining about them for minutes. My smiles and niceness are not genuine majority of the time. They contradict my real feelings and push my voice deeper and deeper into the abyss.
I'm tired of always saying yes instead of no, and caring about other people's reactions and feelings when they don't take mine into consideration.
I̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶o̶ g̶e̶t̶ o̶u̶t̶. I need to get out, but it seems impossible. It's like I'm held down by chains and bricks in a deep well.
It's exhausting. I feel like a jar that'll soon combust from all the pressure, and I don't want to find out how that'll be like, cause I'm certain it wouldn't be entertaining.
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Torn Sheets
PoetryI wasn't too young to have an overactive mind and thoughts flowing through like a slide show, but I needed to let it all out. It was suffocating and I was choking on unspoken words, hidden feelings and masked emotions. Stained sheets became my ther...
