Random thoughts and Poems

Coward

Coward (Girl's perspective)

When I saw you standing there,
My heart filled with flare
As you came up to me,
My heart filled with glee.

Your Laugh,
Your smile,
Your voice,
Your touch,
This is why I love you so much

But then there's her...
The one that makes things a blur.
The one you like more..
The one who would always swing by your door.

Days went by..
When all I can do is cry..
She confessed first..
That moment was the worst..

You accepted her confession..
Then you gave her love and affection..
It hurts to know that..
I'll never be yours.

You see me as a friend..
You always saw me as a friend..
It will always be like that...
Nothing else...
I will always be just your friend..

I couldn't tell you how I felt..
I passed all the chances..
I'm such a coward..
And cowards can't go forward..
Nor can they go backward..
They will always just stay where they are..
Far from the light..
Into the dark..

Coward pt. 2 (Boy's Perspective)

With you, I get filled with glee
When you bring out the best of me.
I love you so much..
Often, I would dream that our lips would touch..

I'm your best friend..
You're mine too..
And that's what I'll always be to you..
Loving you hurts..
But I question...why do I still do it?
Even if my heart just breaks bit by bit..

Lately, we're always apart..
And I'm still loving you with all my heart..
Why can't it be like before?
Don't you like being with me anymore?

Then I met her..
The one who made me feel like I didn't hurt..
We were always hanging out...
But I still couldn't bear the fact that I was leaving you out..

I felt bad..
I am mad..
Not at you..
But at everything that keeps me apart from you..

Day by day..
I'm wishing I could find a way..
To say what I've wanted to say..

But then I'm still mad..
Not at you...
But at me...
I accepted her confession...
And for some reason, I still gave her love and affection..

She was all I had left..
And still..Nothing changed..
You still left...
Later, in the relationship
I found out I wasn't happy...
But instead I felt so crappy..

She isn't like you.
You're different..
She will never be you..
Even if she tries..
I'll just tell a lie..

When I was going through a tough time..
You were there..
Exchanging my thoughts for a dime..
Then you said "I'm here for you"
But I didn't say anything but give you a weak smile..
I didn't even get to say those 8 letters, 3 words and that one meaning..
"I love you"

A/n

If you're a Limelight you will know what '8 Letters' mean..
I love Why Don't We SO MUCHHHHH!! I'm going to be publishing a poem that has Why Don't We references.