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First part of date :)

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Song: Sweater weather

By: The Neighbourhood

Words: 1019

Dan's POV:

I woke up late. But not late for the date I'm taking her on.
Is it really a date?
Maybe she doesn't really like me that way.

I didn't want to dress so fancy or sloppy.
I wore something dark with my new shoes.

Of course I put cologne on and made sure I didn't forget to brush my teeth.

I didn't need to get so ready. I had time to shower but it takes long for my hair to dry so I decided to play video games or something while I wait.
I wonder if Phil is still sleeping.

Maybe I should let him know where I'm going in case he worries.

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Phil wasn't anywhere in the house. I called his name a few times and no response.

I then decided to see if he was in my bedroom.

He wasn't in there either.

I seen a sticky note onto my door.

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Dan, I'm baby-sitting Sophia for the weekend. I wanted to tell you earlier but you weren't waking up so I'm leaving you a note :)

Phil-

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Oh.

Well okay, at least he left a note. He could have woke me up, he knows I have plans today.

Unless he was rushing, like usual...

My room was the only place I used to belong in. Well, the lounge and the bathroom is also where I mostly slump around.

My sudden feelings grew each day I got to see Y/n. Even just her voice and smile makes me feel less afraid and alone. Now my flat isn't a home to me anymore. I always want to see Y/n and Sophia.

The walls in my room used to be so..

Dark and it was all I had left aside from Phil's kind heart to try help my constant misery.

Half my life without her I've always thought the pain I felt was all her fault.

Now I know it's all mine. I'm the one who made life worse by leaving in less than a minute.

My mind used to replay that very moment, I walked down the street in the strong, cold rain as my heart became more and more emptier then it really is.

But is it really all my fault? It's not like I decided to love her. It just happened out of nowhere. Like cupid finally woke up and shot me in many places at once, forcing myself to see that I can't be as happy as I wan't to be without her.