Unconditional. || Muke

Chapter 3

I sat there with my face in my hands for a few minutes, wondering what I should do. I really needed to go home, I was just hoping my mom would be willing to pick me up.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and jumped. "Hey loser," I turned around. There sat Luke, and as I turned around his smug expression disappeared. His eyes widened at the sight of me.

I turned back around. He was so surprised to see me this way, didn't he know that the things he said and the way he treated me would lead up to this?

I scoffed, of course he wouldn't think about that. Why would he? He's the new Luke that's a selfish asshole, not the old Luke who was loving and caring.

I was confused as to why he hadn't said anything else, why he hadn't made fun of me for looking a mess. I felt like I was being watched. I hadn't heard him walk out either or anything.

I turned around again to see him just staring at me. I blushed, walking out. I'm so done with him.

As I was walking down the hall I started crying, again. The sight of Luke really kills me, and he really confused me in the bathroom. I don't understand what his problem is.

"Excuse me young man, do you have a hall pass?" A teacher stopped me, his gaze burning into me. I stood there for a second, trying to subtly wipe my tears. "Um, no. I don't, my teacher just told me to go to the bathroom.."

"Okay, well why do you have your bag then?" I decided to look offended. "Why would you ask that? It's really none of your business on why I'm bringing my bag. People now a days.." I scoffed and walked off as fast as I could.

I was shaking and couldn't believe I just pulled that off, I couldn't believe the teacher didn't get mad or try to stop me again. I took a deep breath and kept walking until I found the place I was looking for.

Not too long later, I was standing in front of a window. Luckily, this window was open and a cool breeze was coming in. The window had a screen but that was no problem.

I popped the screen off as carefully and quietly as possible, throwing my bag out the window once I got it off. I then quickly got myself out and put the screen back on.

I grabbed my bag and started walking towards the fence so I could climb over it. It was a really nice day out and I was happy it wasn't too hot out.

I got to the fence and climbed it, throwing myself to the other side. I would've just called my mom but I believe she has work today, so I couldn't do that to her.

I lived a 10 minute walk from school so it wouldn't be too bad. I watched the cars pass by me and held onto the straps of my backpack tightly. I really missed Luke.

I had just realized I'd never stopped crying, wiping my eyes. I wish Luke would explain to me what went wrong. I want to fix whatever happened, I don't even know what happened. I just need Luke back so badly. He's practically my everything.

My house was right down the road, and I was a mess, mental wise and appearance wise. I felt so fucking horrible, it wasn't even funny. I was on meds for my depression but they couldn't help me now, nothing could help me now.

I love Luke a lot and everything is gonna be so different now. He would always come over my house after school, over the weekends, whenever he could, and I'd do the same with him. We would play video games together, we would talk about anything and everything, it was never awkward.

He would always be there for me. Whenever I was having panic attacks, anxiety attacks, whenever my depression was really bad. He was someone that kept me from falling apart, and now I have no one to keep me together.

I opened my front door and slammed it shut, running up the stairs and into my room. I was so thankful my mom wasn't home so I didn't have to explain anything. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now, all I wanted was Luke. All I needed was him.

I threw myself onto my bed and loudly sobbed. My life was absolute hell right now and there was nothing I could do about it. Absolutely nothing.