GO ON AND HAVE REAL FEARS

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"Practise is over everyone" said our ballet teacher.
I wore my jacket and my confy pants and i left the class i turned my phone on and i put my earphones in my ears. I started going down the stairs when a classmate of mine shouted my name.
"Hey Y/N you need to get back to class. Teacher wants to tell you something."
"Um. Okay thanks."i said and i was inside the class in a matter of seconds. Our teacher was really serious and i knew that he was mad at me. These last 5 weeks i was feeling really down for leaving home and my family alone and also moving to Korea had got me really stressed. Thankfully i made it into korean ballet academy and that's the only thing that makes me proud of myself lately.

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"Oh you're here"said our teacher.
"Y-Yes"i answered
"Well these past 2 months you've been a bit off and i'd like to know what's wrong"
"I miss my house and family and since i moved here everything is different and difficult"i was facing the floor because i was about to cry. I was telling him everything i am stressed about.
"I see. But you made it into KBA you should be really proud of yourself."
I nobbed
"Look"continued our ballet teacher." Lately i was all about to throw you out this team. I thought you were dating or something and to be honest you weren't working hard"
As he was talking i was thinking his words.
'What? Throw me out of the team? I weren't working hard? Bullsh^t'
"What do you think we should do huh?"
I got mad, i got up and i headed to the exit.
"Hey wait"shouted the teacher. He sounded so angry.
I continued walking down the stairs crying.
"Wait"he shouted even more angry.
I stopped. I was facing the floor once again as he touched my shoulder to turn me around just to face him. I looked him in the eyes and he said
"Well i'm sorry~"
"You don't have to be sorry. It's okay. But please next time be nice"i said and my tears stopped falling off my eyes.
"Okay. All i want to say right now is that tomorrow i am moving to Tokyo and there will be a new teacher that doesn't really know ballet. It's only going to be for 2 months. And before i leave let me take you out for dinner."said teacher with his sweetest voice.
"I would like to go take some rest. Hope you have fun visiting Tokyo. Thank you for everything."i said. I took his hand off my shoulder and i turned around to leave.
"Can i atleast take you home?" he shouted.
"I'll be fine" i said.

As i was walking to my house i could see someone was following me and i couldn't imagine what could happened so i kept on walking.

I was finally under this huge building. I stopped to search for my keys. As i was doing so i saw a man looking at me who was standing righr behind me.
'Is he~?'i thought. 'It was my ballet teacher and he had follow me to my house. Why?'
I turned around and he pushed me to the wall.
"I'm sorry for before"he whispered.
"You don't have to just let me go"i said.
I was so scared as he had come too close to me. He was much taller for me and even if i tried several times to escape he wouldn't let me go.
"JUST LET ME GO" i shouted.
"Why should i let you go Y/N? Just tell me a reason AND I'LL LEAVE."
I was feeling so empty and at the same time i had to think wise.
"I don't know just let me go. Please" i said crying.
He stepped even closer and his arms were right next my neck. I couldn't really move.
"That's not a reason for me to let you go."he paused and then he continued by saying
"Give me your keys"
I looked him in the eyes so confused. Thank God he hadn't really do anything to me yet but all of this had got me even more sad.
"Wh-What?"i said. "No way"i continued.
"Then i guess i'll take them myself" he said. And he took my hand really hard.
"You're hurting me" i shouted twice. "JUST STOP" i shouted while i was tearing up.
"May i help you two?" said a man's voice who was about to get inside the building.
'He must be the guy that moved here yesterday'i thought.
What do you want?"asked my teacher as he stepped a bit back. I could finally breathe better and i checked on my hand that was starting to bleed.
"Step 10 steps back she's mine"said the young man.
'Did he say mine? I hope that helps'i thought.
"I know you were dating" said my teacher and he left.

I face the ground and i knew that teacher had walked away. The other guy was checking me from head to toe. I started crying.

"Can i hug you or something. This may help."he suggested and he huged me.
"Thank you so much. I don't know what could have happened if you weren't here. Thank you isn't even enough"
"I'm sorry i hadn't come earlier" he said.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked and i showed him my arm. "Oh i see. Wanna come to my house and help you with all of this?"
"Y-Yeah"i said.