Today I fainted again. The recovery is too hard for me. I don't think I can do this.
"I just want to help you. I would do anything to help you. But I don't know what I should do... I'm an idiot. You deserve someone that can help you in hard times."
This broke my heart in a milion pieces.
"Doyoung, don't say that. You are the best thing that happened in my life. You are so precious. And the problem is me. I should eat, I should recovery. I just can't."
He sighed.
"Actually, I don't want it. I hate food. I don't want to eat it."
He was shaking. His eyes were red. I can't believe I made him cry again.
"Shit, I'm sorry. I didn't want to say that. Don't cry, please. Better choke me, I deserve it. But don't cry."
He hugged me. I want to eat for Doyoung. But, again, I can't.
The alarm clock was ringing. It's time for me to eat.
a/n: yesterday was the first day of school
and my new classmates are the best i swear
i even met a boy that was born in the same day as me
im two hours older than him lol
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Fanfiction"I'm lying to you because I don't want you to see me the way I saw myself. I'm so sorry." starting: 13/07/18
