No one will ever love me
No one cares
Im just a stupid brat
Im so mean to people
I put up so many barriers because of my mom
Her fucking addiction
Waist ING our money one wine and cigarettes
Waist ING her body away
I should just fucking kill myself
When its winter I can guarantee you I will go back to my demons
My fucking tormentors
I hurt so bad
No one trusts me
Once I'm 18 and I move away I can finally let out my deamons
For now they are just building up
The horrible thoughts seep through my scar ridden arm
I hate myself so much
My parents dont even trust me
Therapy doesn't work
I lie through each session
I should just die
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Vent and rant book
Non-FictionVents and rants. The first half of this fuckery is just 6th grade Me being an asshole but it gets better
