Shattered

break up

"and if i don't?" i asked

he looked hard at me in the eye and smacked the fuck out of me.

"Does that answer your question?" he asked me

i held my hand up against my stinging cheek as tears glided down my face. i nodded slowly and followed him down the hall.

"in here" he pointed to the bathroom.

i stepped in and he followed shutting the door and locked it.

he walked over to the shower and turned the water on. he slowly turned back over to me and walked over to the lights and dimmed it to wear i could barley see shit.

he gave a smirk and grabbed my arms and unfolded them. he placed his hands on my breast and squeezed as hard as he could.

i screamed in pain.

"shut up or ill do worse" he growled in my ear.

"strip" he ordered

i shook my head no.

"dont make me repeat myself Erykah" he said

i begin to cry hard as i took off my top and bra. 

" keep going" he stood right in front of my face and watched.

i shook my head crying nothing but streaks of tears.

"BITCH I SAID FUCKING KEEP GOING, DON'T MAKE BUST YOUR HEAD UP AGAINST THIS WALL!" he barked

i quickly took off my bottoms and moved everything to the side.

i wrapped my arms around my body and was shaking hard as ever because i was so scared.

he doved his hand in his pants and pulled out his manhood.

i knew to god what was about to happen and i prayed that every second i was dreaming but everytime i open my eyes its happening

"come here" he ordered as he opended the curtains.

i walked over to him and got in the tub. he stripped himself. slapped on a condom and got in as well.

with no warning he grabbed me by my hair and bend me over and inserted himself in again.

the pain was unbarable. i was screaming like i was dieng. the harder i screamed the harder he went.

this went on for about an hour. doing and obeying everything he saying. i swear i cried so much my eyes were swollen.

"get yo ass in the bed" he forces me to my room. i looked at him and  sighed and headed to my room still naked. he followed and shutted the door.

i sat on the edge  of my bed tired and inflamed with pain.  he yanked me by my hair and tried to push my head down twoards his area but i fought it.

"im not doing that shit! no!" i refused

"bitch don't fucking play with me do it!" he snapped

"stop it!" i  fought it.

"i swear to damn god if you don't do it ima go right up in there and shoot that damn little brother of yours, you here me?" he threatned.

"you won't" i argued

"don't fucking test me" he says

"look,  you sick ass fuck face, i don't care how powerful you think you are, im had enough of this!" i pushed him off.

he looked at me then looked down.

"i gave you a fair warning, so i guess i gotta show you how serious i am" he gets up and put on his clothes.

"im calling my mom" i grabbed my phone but he took it and threw at the wall causing it to break.

"unless you want her dead too, i suggest you fucking stop Erykah." he tells me.

"what do  you mean her dead too? what are you about to do?" i asked trying to stop him.

he smirked and walked out.

"OK ILL DO IT!" i blurted it out.

he turned around and looked at me.

he smiled and went back inside the room and i followed.

Im so scared of what he will do, i have no choice. I just pray god can forgive me after this because i don't want no one i love to die or get hurt. i rather it just be me.

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hours passed and patrick left.

Words cannot describe what im feeling inside. I just feel like i don't need to even be  here anymore. This man is tearing me apart and i don't know how much longer i can take fromt this.

a slight knock came upon the door but i was too much in severe paint to answer.

"baby?" i could here greg voice.

i sighed cause i didn't want him to see me like this. i had clothes on but i mean like wild and untamed. but fuck it, who cares. Its not like its going to phase anything anyway.

"babe you ight?" greg ask as he sits by me.

i nodded a little.

he kissed my forhead then kissed my lips.

"can i hold you?" he asked

i shook my head no as tears came out my eyes.

"Why not?" he asked

"in pain" i said.

"aweee let me help" he says.

"no please....please don't touch me" i tell him.

"why not, im your man aint I?"  he asked

"you don't.....you don't understand" i begin to cry

"understand what?" he asked

"what the fuck Erykah?" he was getting fustrated

"Greg.....i care about you so much, i just.... i just think its best if you let me have my space for awhile"  i tell him.

"what?" he sounded upset

"im sorry, i love you but....please don't be mad" i tell him

"why?" he asked

"im just going through alot, and i don't feel like being in a relationship at the moment" i  said.

"man whatever, fuck you too then i guess" he storms.

If only he knew.....

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