"HUM KAHAN KAY SACHAY THAY?" (COMPLETED) ✅

PART 23

15 June 2017:

Ishana kehti thi k mein aik jhooti or makkar aurat hun..Karan bhi yhi kehta...Mamu,Mami, Dakhsh Bhaiyya yahan tk k Nani bhi yhi kehti.. Oberoi Mansion ai to Omkara ny bhi yhi kaha..Bade Bhaiyya, Pinky Aunty,Tej uncle sbko lgta mein koi chaal chl rhi hun..

Kbhi kbhar mera dil krta hy k buht taiz baarish ho or mere chehray pr jo makkari, jhootn or faraib ka rang hy na,jo puri duniya ko dikhta hy, wo blkl saaf hojae or mein har burai sy paak hojaon...Lekn agr aisa hua to mera wajood to khtm hojaega....Ku k mere andr hy hi srf makkari,faraib or jhoot.. Ishana yhi kehti thi...

Pata nhi paise kese kharch krte hen?? Mjhy yaad nhi arha hy,shayd bhool gae hun..Ab ki baar Mona,Naina ya Lina sy mulaqat hogi na to unsy pochungi k kese paise kharch hote hen...

Aj shaam mein jb Omkara ny mjhy paise dye to mein dar gae thi..Bhala paison ka kya krna hy mjhy... Sb kch to ml jata hy..Phir itne time mein mein paison ki shakal bhool gae thi.. Omkara ny kaha k inko kharch krlena.. Kafi dair tk sochti rhi k inko kese kharch krun..

Phir mene socha k in paison k alag alag hisse bna deti hun..Aik hissa Laila k pas rkhwa dungi..Aik kapron pr kharch krlungi..Aik hissa University k lye rkh deti hun..Aik hissa Maa ko bhjwa dungi...Lekn pta nhi jb mein kaprey dhone gae to mene unhy kahan rkhdya tha..

Mene ussey har jaga dhoondha lekn mjhy mley hi nhi. Mein ab Mona sy kahungi..Wo buht jaldi cheezen dhoond leti hy..Phir mjhy lagta hy k Omkara ny lye hen paise..Usko nhi lene chahye thay..Wo mere paise thay..Mene Omkara ki cheezon mein talash kye..Wahan or paise thay lekn mere wale nhi thay..Shayd chupa dye..Ab Mona ayegi to bolungi usko k wo dhoond k dey.. Meri har cheez wohi dhoondti thi.. Mjhy ab mlta hi nhi hy kch..
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20 June 2017:

Aj Omkara ny kaha k mein khubsurat lg rhi hun par mjhy pta hy wo jhoot bol raha hy..

Pta nhi Ishana itni khubsurat kese lgti hy... Mene bhi kapre or jewellery pehni Hy mgr mein to buri lg rhi hun..Mjhy Ishana ny kaha tha k agli baar wo mjhy tayyar kregi takey mein bhi usi k trh khubsurat lagun..

Mona kehti hy k mein bhi buht pyaari hun lekn wo bhi meri trh jhoot bolti hy...Buht achi hy wo..Kaam aati hy mere..Mene ussey kaha k ghar ajaya krey,mlkr papers ki tyari krengy..
Lekn Omkara k aane sy pehle chale jaya kren..Omkara pasand nhi krta na.. Par kya ab mein apni friends sy mlna chor dun? Mein ab kahen nhi jaati to phr meri doston ko to aana chahye na wrna mein unsy kese mlungi..

George ko mein ny aj zindagi mein pehli baar dekha hy or wo keh rhy hen k wo mjhy buht achy sy jaante hen..Keh rhy thay k mein or Karan buht achy dost hen..Par mjhy wo kyun nhi yaad arhy.. Shayd bhool gae hun..

Karan sy yaad aya k aj usny mjhy aik gift box dya.. Wo buht jaldi mein tha..Busy rehne laga hy ajkl.. Mein usi kehti hun tb hi aata hy..Lekn usey kaam hota hy,islye mein ziada force nhi krti..Pta nhi kya sochey ga mere barey mein..Mgr mein to srf ussey studies ki baat krna chahti hun na..

Wo buht achy notes bnata hy,mein bhi...Lekn mere papers mein achy marks nhi ayen gy.. Aik or baat kahi thi Karan ny pr abhi mjhy yaad nhi arhi..Jab yaad ayegi na tb diary mein lkh lungi..
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26 June 2017:

Kal Omakra mjhsy keh raha tha k usey mjhsy muhabbat hy... Aj Karan ny bhi yhi kaha.. Ishana bhi,Mona bhi, Naina bhi,Lina bhi..sb yhi kehte unhy mjhsy beyhadh muhabbat.....Aj party ki mene,sbko bulaya,sb buht khus thay...Hum ny gaaney gae..Mene sbky lye apny hathon sy khana bnaya..Phir Omkara agya..Sb chup hogae, preshan hogae.. Omkara pasand nhi krta k mere friends yahan ayen lekn usny mjhy kch nhi kaha..Mjhy bura laga mgr mene.......

Jahnvi aunty aj mjhy force kr rhi thein m mein jewellery pehno..Phr mene wo jewellery Ishana ko pehnne ko di..Wo buht khubsurat lg rhi thi....Mona ny mjhy aik gift dya tha mgr yaad nhi k wo kya.........
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05 July 2017:

Aj University mein sb buht tareef kr rhy thay meri...Pta nhi ks ny kaha k meri awaaz buht achi hy,Mene kaha k........Mera dil nhi tha kahen janey ko,bukhar tha mjhy,sara din soti rhi mein..Shaam mein Laila ayi thi mjhy lene..Mene mana krdya..Buht busy hun mein..Exams qareeb agae hen...Mjhy buht sara prhna hy...Mein ab party mein bhi nhi jaati..Mere exams hen islye subh sy prhna shuru krdya tha...

Aj mjhy Omkara dinner krwaney  hotel ley gya tha..Ishana bhi thi wahan...Wo buht khubsurat lg rhi thi.. Lekn mein ziada khubsurat.....

Abhi mjhy buht kaam krna hy..Raat ka khana bnana Hy..Abhi mein buht busy.........
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2017:

Dar lg rha.....tha,maa yaad arhi thein..unho ny kaha tha k wo subh...Karan ko kaha tha mene aane ko...Usny kaha.....

Aj University mein sbny autograph lye..Mene apna naam lkha..

Gauri Sharma, Gauri Sharma, Gauri Sharma, Gauri Sharma, Gauri Sharma.....
Mona naraz hogae thi aj par maan gae thi,mene ussey......Subh Jhanvi aunty bhi mjhsy naraz.....Aj Omkara keh the tha ussey mjhsy muhabbat.....Mein aj Ishana k lye gift lungi,ussey.......Mere baap ko nasha nhi krna chahye tha.....Mene unhey ktni baar................!!!!
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And this was the last page of the diary...Tears were flowing from his eyes..He was ashamed himself for torturing that poor soul.....

Om: (in mind) Mein Ishana k hathon bewaqoof bnta raha or iss masoom k sth itna zulm krdya..Arey uss Ishana k alfaz bhi apny nhi hoty thay or mein uski har jhooti baat na yaqeen krta chala gya..Lekn ab bs....Mein kl hi usky ghar walon ko bulaon ga or js beti ko wo buht mahaan smjhty hen,uska a asli roop sbky samne laonga... Mein sb theek krdunga...Haan...

Taking final decision,he went to his room to sleep....

GOD😭😭😭😭I was literally shivering while writing this part...💔💔💔 Such an emotional chappy it is.😭💔😭

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