It's all about you || Namjoon (Oneshot)

It's all about you

It was starting to get cold.Autumn has just begun.You could recognise just by watching how the leaves were changing their colour from green,turning to yellow and orange and then to brown just before to fall from the trees and to become part of the nature.

You were sleeping with an open window and you could feel the first cold breeze touching you skin.You felt a little goose bumps all over your naked legs and you just shifted under your blanket by trying to get yourself a little bit warmed up.But while trying to cover your body with the sheets you felt around your waist a hands pulling you closer already by the body who was behind you.It was your boyfriend,Namjoon.He was sleeping so peacefully that you didn't bother waking him up.

He was holding you very thight like he was afraid of that you can run away and leave him.Sometimes he was very conscious of himself.He was afraid that he wasn't good enough for you,that he wasn't always there for you.Sometimes he was at the studio for 18 hours working and working with the boys over their new songs.

You completly understood how tough was your boyfriend to be an idol.Sometimes it meant that he was away for 3-4 months...He never skipped to send you flowers and box of sweet things to your house or at the place in which you worked.

And now he is at home with you.He just came from his tour from Japan.You really appreciated these little moments with him.

You started to think about your relationships with him and how many ups and downs you went through with him for the past 2 years.He was everything for you,he kept you from falling apart so many times.He was supporting you when you struggled with your eating disoster and anxiety.Sometimes you were afraid to be around people but he was there to calm you down and just by being with him you started to feel at peace.At complete peace with your mind,soul and body.

'Namjoon,i love you' you didn't realise that you said this out loud.You were completly thinking everything in your mind and suddenly this words came out of mouth.

'I am awake' said Namjoon and your eyes got wider thinking what just happened.

'And i love you too,i love you from the beginning and i will love you till the end' with still sleepy and low voice he said this words to you.

'Oh my god i just woke you up,i am so sorry babe' you looked him in the eyes feeling very nervous.

Just by making an eye contact he knew what you already thought,he knew you like no one.

'Don't be so nervous,i was already awake and this is not the first time hearing and saying this words'.

He gently grabbed you by the arms and it was already above you just starting at your eyes and lips,lips-eyes..You bararely touched your lips together and you could already feel the heat in you.This could be only provided from Kim Namjoon.He was very gentle with you,like you were made from solid glass and he was afraid that he could break you.

Your lips melted all together with him,your tongue was in completely in sync with his.You wraped your fingers between his strands of his hair.At first you tought that it was just a make out,nothing more.You have done this with him a hundred of times.But this time he was very touchy with you,it's been a while since you were intimate.After a few minutes of kissing you felt really turned on.Your chest was going up and down and he saw what he did to you.

'It's all about you this night baby' your boyfriend said to you and once again he pressed you lips together. You always felt so good with him,everything about him was perfect,his smile,his character,his body,his dimples and of course how he made love to you.

Everything about this night was perfect,once again he showed you what true love is.He started slowly taking off you top.He loved your body,the more he saw it the more he fell in love with it.

'You're so beautiful'

while undressing you,he started kissing on the neck and down.As soon as you started to moan he knew that you are turned on.He slept shirtless so you could feel his hot body pressed to yours.He took the hem of your underwear and slowly took it off.He started to touch you with his fingers just to get you ready of what's going to happen.You already felt very wet and this was just the beginning.

'You're so ready for me,aren't you?'

he said with a husky voice and put one finger in you just to get you adjusted.You became a mess under him.After a while he added a second finger in you.He pushed them in you and curled them inside you.You could feel his boner pressed to your thigh growing bigger.

'I can't take it anymore,i-i- i am going to...' And immediatly he stopped and took his fingers from you.

'I am sorry but it's not that easy,you can't cum yet' He said with a cocky smile.

'I really hate you now Kim Namjoon!' you felt really angry because you were just at the edge

'Haha you are going to regret later what you just said'

He stood up and took his pants together with his boxers and reached out to take a condom out of the drawer.You always kept them there.He rolled it to himself and slowly entered you.

You felt like you have taken some kind of ecstasy.You moved together so perfectly like two parts from puzzle.He interweaved his fingers with yours just above your heard and kissed you again once more time.He moved very slowly and carefully with you.His movements were fast and deep after a while they become more sloppy and he tried to concentrate on his breathing,and kissing you where he reaches.You felt that he is near to his orgasum and so are you.With one of his hand he reached you down just to help you to cum together.

'Are you close baby?'he asked you

You just gave him a sign with your head and both of you filled the rooms with your moans.

And with few more fast thursts he came and after a few seconds you followed him.After a minute trying to catch his breath  and coming from his high he slided himself off you and layed behind you.

'You were just amazing baby'

he said between the kiss he gave you on the top of your forehead.He pulled the covers to cover you and you turned to him to give him one last kiss for a good night.He pulled you between his arms and you immediately drifted asleep feeling protected and loved...