lost [a nash grier fanfiction]

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*CHANGING THE POINT OF VIEW LOL DONT HATE ME LOVE YOU ALL*

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Olivia's P.O.V.

I got home and realized my aunt hadn't been there since I left the message so I threw it out and decided to make myself lunch.

While I was waiting for my Mac and cheese to boil my phone buzzed.

From: ###-###-####

Hey, it's nash

To: ###-###-####

helloo

I loved talking in lower case letters, I guess it just became a habit of mine.

From: Nash (:

Whatcha doin?

To: Nash (:

Making Mac and cheese although I'm pretty sure it's burning now, you?

I glanced over at the Mac and Cheese which was indeed burning. I quickly emptied the water out of the bowl and mixed in the cheese, then sat down at the kitchen counter with my phone when it buzzed.

From: Nash (:

We should hangout, meet me at the park again?

To: Nash (:

I guess, see you in 10.

I quickly ate my Mac and cheese then put on a cute outfit. (http://www.polyvore.com/m/set?.svc=copypaste&id=123285523)

I almost forgot to wear my bracelets. Nash couldn't know about my past, he couldn't know about my scarred wrists. So far I did a good job hiding them. Once I made sure I covered everything I headed out. The park wasn't too far from my house so I could walk.

As soon as I got there I saw Nash sitting on a bench. I walked over and stood next to him. He looked at me.

"Aw you look cute!" he smiled.

"Thanks but you're not impressing me," I winked. He rolled his eyes and stood up.

"So where are we going?" I asked innocently.

"I thought we could go to the little café around the corner."

"Okay."

We made small talk the whole way there. I ordered a small iced coffee and Nash got a cookie. I took out my wallet to pay but as soon as I was about to hand the money to the cashier, Nash slid a $20 across the counter.

"No you don't have too," I said.

"Consider it my treat," he winked.

I smiled and then took my coffee and sat down. We talked about YouTube and his vines and friends and before I knew it, it was almost 5.

"We should get going," I said.

"Okay," he agreed. We walked out of the store and before I knew it a group of girls ran up to Nash and pushed me out of the way.

"Nash! Will you take a picture with me?" one of them squealed.

"Uhm sure," he answered. The girl have him a huge hug and then kissed his cheek. My face turned red and a knot formed in my throat. I was definitely developing feelings for Nash. All of the girls there were so much prettier than me. My self-esteem was plummeting as each girl took a photo and in one of them, Nash kissed the girl back. I turned on my heels and ran all the way home. Running past my aunt who didn't even have a chance to say hi, I made my way to my bathroom. I locked it and turned the water on. Then I forced myself to throw up into the toilet. I sat against the bathroom wall, that was the first time I threw up in 5 months. Tears rolled down my cheeks as my vision became blurry. My phone kept going off and I was guessing it was Nash. I walked to my room and checked my phone. It read,

5 missed calls and 7 text messages from Nash (:

I opened the text messages.

From: Nash (:

Where are you?

I'm so sorry!

They kept asking for more pictures!

Please call me.

I'm sorry!!

It just made me cry even more, I threw my phone on my bed and began to cry again. Why would Nash like me? Someone like him could never like me, why did I even try?

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