Restless Love

breathin (chapter one)

I lifted myself from my mattress which was placed on the floor. I recently moved into a new house and my furniture still hasn't been delivered so im stuck sleeping on the floor. I started to make way to the bathroom to have a quick shower, after i finished with the bathroom with my skin care. I felt like shit from the lack of sleep so i decided to gamble with using my makeup to cover my eyebags.

 I place my ass back on my bed to figure out if I was going to go all out or going to school looking like someone's grandma I decided to go all out with my makeup.

I was looking around to find a perfect outfit for my current mood.  I came across my favourite grey crop sweater with a black short skirt pared with a black thigh high boots. After I got all that mess sorted out I started applying my makeup.

"Okay let's start with a tuner"

I got my makeup bag from my suitcase and placed myself on the floor next to my door length mirror

"Okay all done now I'm going to apply some foundation on my multi coloured face, BE GONE I TELL YOU BE GONE." oh forgot to tell you something, I'm crazy.

"Then we going to give mama some eyebrows." I said to my cat Mia she was my fan, I was like her favourite makeup guru

"Okay all done Mia what do you think I should do next.you right I have to get rid of those dark circles under my eyes." I apply some concealer on my face after that I put on some nude coloured eyeshadow to give my eyes some life again.

 After that I just put some mascara, highlighter, and I was  officially done for today. You guys probably looking at me like I'm crazy for putting all this shit on my face but it was like tradition to look your best for the first day of school and kind of like dolling up it was fun for me.

I started to head down stairs and smelled scrambled eggs and toasted bread. I was already rushing down to get my hands on the meal when I was about to get some eggs my mom slap my hands off the food,  you wouldn't understand the level of betrayal I felt.

She just smiled and walked off to get plates I placed myself on the chair and started to drink the fruit juice on the table. I asked my mum if I could go and get some decoration for my room after school she gave me one of those looks that says you better not spend more the 100 on shopping I gave her my best  puppy eyes I could achieve.

She gave me don't even try it look and I gave her a nod meaning okay only  $100. 

I started waiting  for my mum to decided when she was  going  to feed me usually I wait  for my older sister to come down so we could leave together but she was taking her time.

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fter what felt like hours my sister decids to join us for breakfast. She came down with her perfect look and a ( cant do nothing wrong attitude.) Her and my mum were speaking on car dealership and if she was going to get a new car.

 "I will think about it"

"but mum they have really nice cars that can take me to my work in stead of your car"

"I said I will think about it end of discussion"   

I just sat there enjoying the drama that was in front of  me. I started to play with my light brown hair while waiting for there argument to end, thank god.  my mum placed my plate in front of me I started to eat my breakfast. after I was done I got up and got my backpack off the floor I said my goodbyes and started to make my way to school.

I usually walk to school but considering I don't know my way there and need a ride from my sister who drives my mothers car, I walked back to my house and placed my key inside the keyhole and looked at my now confused family this going to be hard to get use to.

"why did you leave without me" said my sister that we shall not name.

"old habits die hard" I said

they all started laughing and I joined in at least I can laugh at my pain. 

We were at a red stop, when I was staring at a shadow in the woods it look odd but I couldn't get my eyes to look and listen to whatever my sister was saying, I tried to look somewhere else but the shadow turned into a fog of darkness that felt empty. It was like when you see something so strange that you can't get your eyes off it. In the case for me the lights turn green and bomb, It was gone. Almost like it wasn't there to begin with. I shook the feeling of me going insane and use the excuse of me just not sleeping well on the mattress on the floor in my new room.