i thought bleddyn loved me i really did but then i met his friends and lucy they were so close i was not to worryed to start with but a few months in i was he started to stand me up to go to hers or he would sleep over hers and have a drink then i started to self harm again this went on we were together a year and then we broke up he admited then he loved lucy all this time he was with me i knew it i knew something was going on but people all said i was paranoid to much and to clingy from there i knew no one would want me.....
