don't you hate it when demons keep you up at night?
when they take over your body and control your actions?
when they make you slit open your skin til you cant watch the blood drip anymore?
when you cant think about sun shines, happiness or rainbows anymore?
don't you hate it?
I do...
im really sick... no not sneezing coughing sick..
sick in the head.
not normal.
not human.
call me crazy... I prefer insane.
mom doesn't get me.
she doesn't understand my pain.
my depression, my anxiety.
anything.
mom says try counting sheep to help you fall asleep
my insomnia sweeps me up in his arms
and
swoons me over the stove light
so my mind can only count reasons to stay awake...
hospitals don't work
cant you see?
ive been 3 in the past 4 months
I might as well stay like this.
it.
never.
gets.
better.
my problems were so small
it was about the size a of a firefly in the palm of a bear
the next its the bear!
it might sound insane
but so am I.
hey guys this is the first chapter of my story, love you!! :)
-jaz
