I’m falling apart without even trying
My heart is breaking but I’m not even crying
I’m losing my breath with nothing that I’ve said
I’d rather be alive, but I’m already dead
The sky is falling along with my wings
And I’m being hit with whatever life brings
I’m feeling more worthless everyday
And when my mouth opens there’s nothing there to say
Although there’s a million things that are on my mind
There are really no words right that I can find
I seem to be just drifting along
Nothing seems right anymore, it all seems wrong
I recieve no sleep, I’m restless
I’m so weak and completely breathless
It hurts to talk when no one listens
I take the fall for everyone else’s mistakes and actions
But I can’t help feeling this way
By the time someone noticed it was too late
I’ve already sunk myself in too deep
Walking down a hill that falls too steep.
I was conviced I could do this on my own
But even the strongest don’t walk alone
No matter how long it takes
I’ll dig myself out of the mess I made
The memories will stay
As long as my scars will fade
I’ll make it to the end of this rocky road
Turn myself from silver to gold
The tunnel still is yet to be lit
But when is it, I can say I finally did it.
