.•~💠The Wrongdoer💠~•.

.•|Love|•.

"i think i'm in love with my best friend."
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waking up to an empty bed jaemin frowned, he thought jeno would stay until he woke up but the older didn't. kicking the blankets off him he sat by the edge of the bed and stretches his limbs out, he then trudges to the half opened door and down the staircase. "renjun! jisung! where the fuck are you?!" he screamed but silenced himself with he heard someone singing quietly to a song.

jaemin crept closer to the opened door of the kitchen and smiled at the sight infront of him: jeno in a cream sweater and black shorts singing to a break up song whilst brewing a drink, "i saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours, yeah, cause baby you look happier, you do
my friends told me one day i'll feel it too
and until then i'll smile to hide the truth
but i know i was happier with you..."

jeno started humming with a smile as he stirred his finished coffee, placing the coffee on the kitchen island he turned on his heels and grabbed a small-thin packet of ovaltine from the island and made his way over to the cabinet where all the glasses were at. "ain't nobody hurt you like i hurt you
but ain't nobody need you like i do
i know that there's others that deserve you
but my darling, i am still in love with you..."

grabbing a empty glass he walked over to the electric water boiler and placed the glass under it. ripping open the packet of ovaltine he poured to powder into the glass and activated the water boiler. steaming water started to pour out of the machine and after a couple of seconds he turned it off, stopping the water from dripping out.

"baby, you look happier, you do
i knew one day you'd fall for someone new
but if he breaks your heart like lovers do
just know that i'll be waiting here for you..." jeno stopped singing and stirred the hot chocolate only to stop and stand frozen in place when he saw jaemin leaning against the door frame of the kitchen. a blush made its way to his cheeks making him look down at the floor in embarrassment.

"your voice was nice, i liked it." the younger complemented the lad before walking up to him and wrapping his arms around the taller's waist from behind. "thanks, i guess. i made you hot chocolate." jeno grinned before leaning over to place jaemin's glass next to his on the kitchen island, jaemin thanked the older and unwrapped his arms from jeno's waist before walking over to the island.

"where's renjun and jisung?" jaemin inquired before taking a sip from his hot chocolate, "out on another date." the older replied and took a big gulp of his caffeinated drink. jaemin lips drop into a frown when he detected the annoyance in the older's voice, "we can go out on a date if you want to, i don't mind." jaemin insists but jeno shook his head. "it's fine, yesterday paid off already. cuddling with you is the best thing to do on our anniversary."

jaemin smiled and grabbed jeno's free hand, intertwining their fingers afterwards "you are so sweet, jeno." the younger said in such a sweet voice that jeno felt himself melting. "you know what? you're not so bad yourself... kinda cute actually." the older complimented and jaemin blushed a bright shade of red.

pulling his hand away from jeno's jaemin smiled shyly before speaking up in a quiet voice, "i'll be upstairs." jeno made and 'okay' sign with his hand and jaemin started to walk to the stairs and up to the second floor.

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jaemin plopped down onto his bed with a notepad and pen in hand, he decided to write something down on how he feels. usually he doesn't do this, but he wanted to remember the feeling that he had been feeling ever since jeno walked back into his life.

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4/6/18
hello,

ayo wassup - lmao that's totally not how you start your entry! but anyways things have been on my mind and i want to rant, we all know that you can't rant to the person that has been on your mind as well right? well that's why YOURE here you A4 paper!

No. 1: he's really cute and sweet, like yesterday if i remembered correctly he hugged me close to his body so i wouldn't cry and so that i was warm the whole night. he was being so nice to me even if i treated him like trash, when he went missing for 4 month i suddenly felt the urge to have him back as a friend so that we can start over and he had no problem with it! overall he's just really cute!

No. 2: he's mean and rude, yes i know i said he was sweet and cute but he can be mean from time to time and that's really annoying and hot tbh with u. he stood up for me when a stranger tried to hurt me, the way he spoke and how he protected me that's hot... really really hot. lol i'm making a fool outta myself, just to conclude this statement: he's hot when he's being mean or rude or protective.

lmao i'm funny,

No. 3: he's jeno, the man i grew to know and became best friends with, the man who loves me (as a friend) for who i am and that's so sweet. he doesn't care about my flaws or the mistakes i made in life. when i cry he cries that's why he forbid me to cry infront of him, when i'm sad he always tries his best to make me happy, and when i frown... i'm crying omg, he always find a way to make me smile.

even if he's exhausted he always finds time for me, he'll always smile at me even if he's tired, he'll always try to make me laugh even if he doesn't feel like it...

omg, i think i'm in love...

andrew lee jeno what the fuck are you doing to me?!

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jaemin closes the notepad and hugs it close to his chest, he smiled to himself and whispered under his breath,

"jeno, i think i'm in love."