Revive Me

Prologue

Lena

Sitting on my bed hugging my knees to my teary face as I kept thinking the world that I live in, I couldn't believe it happened for once. I kept telling myself that it was not true that everyone is just crazy while it was the opposite.I can't sleep or even eat! God I don't even want to live anymore.I just wish this was all a dream and I would wake up back to that day, I wouldn't have left damn! At least they would have took me instead....

"Hey!" he peeped through my door to check on me and I quickly wiped my tears away "you okay? "he asked with concern.

" I am fine, you can leave! " I managed to mumble out in my crooked voice.

" Like hell you are! "he said entering fully in my room and before I even knew it his arms were wrapped around me it felt warm for the first time this week but then the image popped up in my head and made me still as I felt vulnerable.
I stilled a little before I started pushing him off me.

"You should leave! I'm sure she needs you more than I do " I said my voice cracking as tears welled in my eyes once again.He hugged me closer instead and gently strocked my hair in a soothing manner,my tears flew like a river down my cheeks soaking his shirt.

"Shhhh! it's okay P, I'm here now "he said calmly planting a soft kiss on my head. I pushed away a little bit looked in his eyes searching for any sign of pretence but all I saw was concern and purity.'why?' I asked myself knowing well the answer but not wanting to believe it cause I knew it would hurt if I did. "This is wrong!and you know it" Deep down it felt right well, nothing ever felt like it seemed these days! He looked at me and smiled mischievously as if he just had the best idea in the world.

" Indeed it's not! you are ugly when you cry and it's so not like you to look ugly "he said as a playful smirk formed at his lips

" huh! You're so bad now I'm embarrassed" I chuckled at his sense of humor then he smiled the same smile I would love to see every time I wake up.

" Well at least I'm bad enough to make you smile" he winked smirking like a genius!

" Shut uuup ! " I mocked throwing pillow at his smirking face.

"Oh, you're on!"he said playfully and we started a pillow war. Just like that he made me forget all sorrow only this wasn't for long until my mom entered my room dressed in black and her face made it clear to everyone that she has been crying all night but not as much as me though and the jerk who was playing with me didn't realise she was in until she cleared her throat. "oh! I'm sorry I'll just leave you two" he said after mimicking a 'don't cry again ' to me as I rolled my eyes, he turned to leave but mom blocked his way.

"no it's okay! Lena if you're not ready we can leave you two here honey "she said smiling though it didn't reach her eyes. There's no way I was going to let her go alone what if she lost control or had an accident on the way I can't forgive myself if she died because of me. I got off my bed and took a black coat from my dresser .

"No it's not just give me two minutes and I'll be done " she nodded and left.

" well, need any help doing makeup?"he mocked making me srunch my eyebrows in annoyances

"Go away!!" I shooed him out slapping the door in front of his face, I shook my head in disbelief thinking what am I gonna do with him! Anyway it's time to get ready to face probably my first funeral in this hell of a world.

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Much love!! :-))