Aesthetically broken

Flash back

• jacks pov•
Sad, lonely,drunk
I know Sarah wouldn't like this but sadly she can't tell me what to do right now only at night when I pray that she's ok up there and still loves me

" god pray that she loves me ask her how her and the kids are going hopefully I meet someone soon not as good but almost like her" I say as I cry and get off my knees and have a flashback like normal

• FLASHBACK•

"o my lord jack your baby won't stop kicking" sarah says with a big bright beautiful smile
" it's normal baby it'll be over soon" jack da kissing her baby bump
" I promise" jack says as he lays his hand on her stomach as he feels kick

• jacks pov•

I just start tearing up wondering why that had happened to me it shouldn't happen to anyone my life fucking sucks i wish she was still here today would be the babies birthday I miss her and him his name was Ross James Avery
Hers Sarah Mary Avery
My beautiful wife and soon my creation not down the drain but a better place

• flashback•
" jack!" Sarah moans as we are making love
" yess baby I love you" jack says as he releases in her
" I want you to have my first child please" jack says as he lays down next to her
" well I can't say no anymore" Sarah says with a smile

• Daniels pov•
As I walk into me and jacks room I see him crying
" what's wrong" I say as I get on the floor with him and pass him a tissue
" today would've been my sons birthday" jack says wiping his tears as I hug him
" jack it's not would've it is your sons birthday" I say as he lets out all his tears into my shoulder as I feel him pick his head up
" I-I-I miss her Daniel" jack says as he gets up
" I know we all do... let's get this place cleaned up" I say grabbing a bunch of wine bottles along with beer cans
" jack this is not good for you" I say sweeping at least thirty cans in a bag
" I know it just makes me feel better" jack says hopping in the shower

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I can't be the only one that cried lol