Lyrics I've written

Fall

I hide myself from everyone
(Na na na na)
Because opening up is no fun
(Na na na na)
That's why you shouldn't forget the sun
(Na na na na)
Because in the light, you can be a someone

Yes, suicide has crossed my mind
And I know that a rope is easy to find
But something in my head says that it ain't my time
When will it be time to take away this life?

I feel so empty inside
Must devour cyanide
I force my feelings to run and hide
Because I'm not opening up to you at all
I rather just fucking fall

I cut my arms every single day
(Na na na na)
Because I want the pain to go away
(Na na na na)
That's why I always think about different ways
(Na na na na)
Of committing suicide in my room someday

Yes, suicide has crossed my mind
And I know that a rope is easy to find
But something in my head says that it ain't my time
When will it be time to take away this life?

I feel so empty inside
Must devour cyanide
I force my feelings to run and hide
Because I'm not opening up to you at all
I rather just fucking fall

One, two, one, two, three, four!

I hide myself from everyone
Because opening up is no fun
That's why right now I want to die
But at least I'm giving my best try
Do you know how hard it is not to cry?
Because I want to kill myself all the time
I just wish that for once I was actually fine
Can somebody cut down this fucking lifeline?
Because I'm truly going out of my mind

Yes, suicide has crossed my mind
And I know that a rope is easy to find
But something in my head says that it ain't my time
When will it be time to take away this life?

I feel so empty inside
Must devour cyanide
I force my feelings to run and hide
Because I'm not opening up to you all
I rather just fucking fall

I feel so empty inside
(Na na na na)
Must devour cyanide
(Na na na na)
I force my feelings to run and hide
(Na na na na)
Because I'm not opening up to you at all
(Na na na na)
I rather just fucking fall

I rather, I rather
I rather just fucking fall
I rather, I rather
I rather just fucking fall
Who even cares at all?