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Don't Pray For Me

I feel isolated, I feel dead
I feel tortured in my bed
Can't get out, can't get out
Can't get out of my head
I'm made of lead, I'm made of lead
Wish that my soul wasn't dead

All I've gotta say for this shit
Is that I wish I wasn't in it
And all I've gotta say for myself
Is that you should leave me and go save someone else
Because I'm not worth it inside

If I had a choice, I would use my voice
To make the world a better place
But no matter how hard I try I can't bring grace
Maybe I should spit in the world's face
Maybe I should, maybe I should
But only if I could
It's hands are tied around my neck
I wonder what the future shall bring next

I feel depressed, I feel numb
I feel as if I am dumb
Can't get in, can't get in
Can't get in within this sin
I'm made of holes, I'm made of holes
Wish that I had a clean soul

All I've gotta say for myself
Is that you should leave me and go save someone else
All I've gotta say for this shit
Is that I wish I wasn't in it
Because I'm not worth it inside

If I had a choice, I would use my voice
To make this world a better place
But no matter how hard I try I can't bring grace
Maybe I should spit in the world's face
Maybe I should, maybe I should
But only if I could
It's hands are tied around my neck
I wonder what the future shall bring next

I don't know how to deal with this
I can't get out of it
Can't get out of my own mind
I wonder what there is to find
But I can't look past the darkness
For I can't find happiness
Don't pray for me, it's a waste of time
Don't pray for me, just cut down this lifeline
For nothing in it is mine

I feel isolated, I feel dead
I feel tortured in my bed
I feel isolated, I feel dead
Get the fuck out of my head

If I had a choice, I would use my voice
To make the world a better place
But no matter how hard I try I can't bring grace
Maybe I should spit in the world's face
Maybe I should, maybe I should
But only if I could
It's hands are tied around my neck
I wonder what the future shall bring next

It's been so long since I could smile
It's been so long, it's been so long
It's been so long since I could smile
It's been so long