Don't be scared

Settling in

Avan's POV

I loved seeing the reactions on everyone's face when they saw the cabin we were staying in.

"OMG Avan it's amazing!" Ariana yelled
"Really Avan it's such a beautiful place!" Liz said
"Not as beautiful as you" I sneakily whispered in her ear, she pushed me playfully in the chest
"Dude this place is awesome!" Matt shouted from inside
"Okay guys let me show you all your rooms" I said as we walked inside.

We all walked up the stairs and I showed them to their rooms, every room had these vintage oak beds with huge mattresses and big thick quilts. The cast love the rooms, now it was time to take Liz to our room.
I made sure me and Liz had a double bed in our room, yeah I know that doesn't sound right, but no I'm not just trying to get sex I care to much about her to do that I just like us being close.

Liz's POV

I couldn't believe our room it had a huge fire place, comfy old chairs and a vintage style bed.

"Avan there's only one bed" I smirked knowing exactly what he was trying to do
"Yes I know that's why I chose this room" he pulled me close
"Don't be expecting anything Jogia!" I looked at him attempting to act serious
"I never said anything Gillies!" he said moving us both closer and closer to the bed.
"I can see what your doing!" I glared at him slyly
"I don't know what your talking about" he said sarcastically, then we fell onto the bed and next minute we were making out.
"Avan wait" I said seductively
"Yeah?" he said flirting
"I don't know if we should do this right now" I said honestly "I don't think I'm..." I couldn't finish he was just too sweet and kind to say no to and hey he's not Jacob he won't hurt me.
"Are you sure?" he asked me to make sure I was okay with it
"Yeah I'm sure" I said then we were making out, pulling off each other's clothes then getting used to our bodies being so bare and so close.

He pushed inside me and I let out a moan, the feelings that rushed through me as he moved up and down my body were unreal feelings I have never experienced before now. As he sped up I moaned louder and louder.
"Avan stop." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek. He pulled out a second later, but kept his eyes on me
"Are you ok?" He asked me worriedly
"No, sorry can we stop?" I asked sadly
"Yeah ok, what happened?" Avan asked concerned
"I just can't do this" I whimpered
"Hey shhh don't cry, what's up?" He asked sort of baby like
"It's just..... Nothing I'm just not in the mood" I lied. It just feels so wrong all this and I couldn't put myself through it I tried to for Avan and at first it was ok but as he got faster everything came back to me and I just couldn't carry on.

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Ariana's POV

Liz and Avan had been in there room longer than everyone else but then it's Liz she changes her mind about where to put things every two minutes. When I was on my way to the stairs I heard her laughing, not like normal more how do you say sexily, yeah I hate that word but that's what is sounded like, I wonder what they're up to.

"How do you all like your rooms?" Avan asked sounding out of breath, I wonder why?
"Love it thanks Avan so cool of you to bring us all here" Daniella said truly grateful
"No problem you all deserve it" he smiled
"Hey where's Liz?" I ask suspiciously
"She's still organising her stuff you know what she's like" Avan laughed
"Excuse me?" Liz raised an eyebrow as she entered the room
"Oh dude your in deep shit now" Leon laughed hysterically, Avan snarled him
"Yeah Jogia I'd keep one eye open when you sleep for the next 5 nights!" Liz attempted to keep serious but totally failed
"You wouldn't dare!" He laughed
"Watch me!" Liz glared at him Jade like, it was like seeing Beck and Jade in real life.

Later on me and Matt we're making lunch when we heard Avan shouting not angrily, but still shouting.

"STOP NOW NO REALLY STOP NOW!" Avan shouted
"AHAHAHA NO YOU STARTED THIS NOW I'M ENDING IT!" I think Liz yelled back
" PLEASE NO REALLY I HATE THIS STOP!" Avan pleaded laughing. Matt and I decided to go see what was going on.

Matts POV

I didn't know what the hell we were going to see but I wanted to find out.

Liz and Avan were outside by the pool both drenched so obviously they had been having a water fight. He had hold of Liz and was fighting back so that she wouldn't push him into the pool. Ari and I couldn't help but laugh. Next minute we heard a splash and Liz burst out laughing, she had pushed Avan into the water.

"AHAHAHA I WIN!" She screams laughing still
"NOT FOR LONG!" With that Avan grabbed Liz's hand and pulled her into the water
"I HATE YOU!" Liz said still laughing
"No you don't" Avan stated proudly, then me and Ari left seeing nothing bad was happening.

Liz's POV

I saw Matt and Ari an knew I couldn't kiss Avan I think he knew that too, but once I knew they were definitely gone Avan grabbed my waist and kissed me and I kissed back, but after a while it started to get a bit more intimate and his hands were soon sliding downwards so I pulled away quickly, hating myself knowing I have hurt him.

"Avan I'm sorry" I said really hating what I just did
"Its okay I just don't understand on the bus and last night you seemed so up for it and now you pull away from me, have I hurt you?" He asked concerned
"I just don't feel comfortable and I hate that because I feel so comfortable around you, "I'm sorry Avan I get it if you want to move on" I say sadly
"No I don't want to move on I can't Liz you know that and whenever your ready I'm ready ok?" He smiled stroking my hair
"I love you" I whisper into his ear
"Love you more" he mumbled

Leon's POV

Liz and Avan have just kissed OMG!!! Should I say something to him..... No hearing what Liz said I'm gonna try and forget about it. It's nice though to see Liz so happy and seeing Avan so happy too since Liz went into depression mode he sort of did the same. To be honest it's actually really cute seeing them together and not just being Beck and Jade.

***

We had just finished eating dinner and I could see how secretly flirty the two we're being Ari, Matt and Daniella were completely oblivious to it.
We decided to watch a movie, a horror obviously and because we were in the woods we watched Cabin in the Woods, it wasn't long before Ari and Daniella were screaming and it was turned off.

Daniella's POV

I hate scary movies so the fact that they even thought I was going to watch it was funny. Once they turned it off we started to play dares.

"Ariana I dare you to kiss Matt!" Liz said laughing
"Ugh I hate you!" She glared at Liz, turned to Matt and kissed him
"Liz I dare you to make out with Leon!" Ari laughed getting Liz back
"What ever" with that she made out with Leon, "ugh dude what was that, I'm never doing that again!" Liz laughed
"Avan you have to make out with Liz for a full minute!" Leon said happily
"Couldn't of give me anything harder?.... Well here goes nothing" Avan joked. Leon timed him whist they made out. It strangely looked right for them to be making out and not being Beck and Jade.
"Jees guys you didn't even take a breath" Leon said in disbelief
"When you have kissed the same person a million times before you get used to the way they kiss and know when it's time to take a break" Liz says simply
"Really oh I just thought that you could kiss?" Avan laughed
"Guys I'm tired!" Ari moaned
"So am I can we go to bed it is like 12:08am?" Daniella agreed
"Sure come on guys we want to get up early tomorrow anyway so let's go!" Avan ordered and with that everyone went to bed.

Avans POV

Once we were lying in bed me and Liz cuddled up to each other and just stayed like that for a while

"Liz I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable" Avan said quietly
"Avan you haven't I just..... I'm not so confident at the moment" she said as a tear rolled down her cheek
"I love you, whenever your ready I am" I whipped away her tears and pecked her lips
"I love you too" she kissed back. She snuggled into my chest and I held her close and together we fell asleep.