I really wanted to hate you
I really wanted to tell myself "you hate him, forget about him"
But I couldn't.
I told myself "never text him"
But I didn't.
It was so easy with people I saw everyday
Why was it different with you?
Then after that I asked myself why will I hate you?
Because you lifted me out of my gloom?
Because you made me see the remnants spots of lights well hided in me?
Because you made me believe in myself and in my dreams?
How can I hate you?
How will I?
I just wanted to be alone, be in agonising piece.
But you came,
You dug and found that little blaze in me
Waiting for you like writing for the bright sun in the hollow of darkness.
Now am far worst
Drifting into nothingness
Was it your fault?
Oh I will like to say yes in order to free myself from the guilt of shred heart
But facing the reality with these words flowing out of my hand like a gentle water fall, I know I caused this.
I know I let my heart betray me
I know I let my brain being block from the sight of raw vicious reality.
I know I consciously let my instinct to stab me
You were the beautiful rose left in the garden of shadows
I was eager to touch it,
Feel it...
Forgetting the bush of thorns that built a strong unbreakable wall between us.
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Far Away
RomanceCan miles truly separate you from love? Can distance build a sweet road for you to depression? Our lives were wolds apart, it has always been. Separated by time, circumstances and the unbridgeable chasm of money. It was at first a beautiful rose...
