Sometimes is hard to admit that yourself is wrong, but when you don't know if you are wrong? When the people that you trust more betray you? They take the most sharp knife they find and stab right in your back. What do you do? You move forward without them? You stop in the time and hope they figure out that they just made the worst mistake and go back to you to apologize? And about the feeling that your life isn't getting the heading that you always wanted.
The real life always is worst than fiction, you imagine getting older with a person who you love and trust right by your side, supporting you and loving you the same way, but what you win is a lot of fake friends, people that you use or use you and then disappear and colleagues that you never will understand you, the same ones that exclude you, talk shit about you and laugh when you are not around. The worst feelings ever that a person can get about you is jealous and envy they can easily take you down feeling it. Jealous also make them take down another person too and with envy they don't let you move forward, they want you back even if is not what you want.
Have you ever felt that the place that you live in is taking all your good energies? Maybe the place isn't guilty but the people who live around you. All you can think about is move on, take a plane and go to the yonder place you can, but you just can't. The school and work don't let you breathe, they do so much pressure on you and the more you do not want care, the more you care. You just have to let it go, live one day at the time and hope everything gets better.
