chapter 45

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I woke up to someone shaking me

Anthony: hey its 8:00am I let you sleep in because of yesterday 

Kamryn: thanks 

I headed into my wardrobe and picked out an outfit to put on quick I changed my underwear and put on a jumper dress

I then headed into the bathroom I put some conciliar under the bags on my eyes and some mascara I then put on some lip balm and put my hair up I looked in the mirror and I actually looked better then I felt 

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I then headed into the bathroom I put some conciliar under the bags on my eyes and some mascara I then put on some lip balm and put my hair up I looked in the mirror and I actually looked better then I felt 

I slipped on some trainers and headed down the stairs before Anthony could come down I sat down on the kitchen counter with my head in my hands 

a plate of toast slid my way it was chef Byron I grabbed the toast smiled a walked out the room I stayed there and then headed outside and chucked it in the garbage 

I then headed back inside after putting my hood up 

jake: Kamryn can we talk 

Kamryn: yeah lets go into the office

me and jake headed up into the office we both sat down opposite each other

jake: whats happening are you ok has it got something to do with your eating disorder

Kamryn: no it has something to do with me personally not actual me

jake: whats going on 

Kamryn: my dads dead

I looked at jake with no emotion 

Kamryn: I didnt even get to say bye because my family was to upset to think I wouldn't want to say bye

jake: Kamryn I dont think it -

Kamryn: I dont care how it was they could have dropped a message anyone of them could they all got to say bye I dont even know how he died when I spoke to my mom on the phone for a few hours it was just crying I got on with my dad so much I was super close to him I was a daddys girl growing up and I still am

jake stood up and hugged me 

jake: I knew you were a daddys girl he hated you hanging around with us scared one of us was going to hurt you but he grew to love us and he treated all of us like one of his kids I loved yor dad and your mom 

Kamryn: I know can you tell everyone 

jake: yeah what shall I say 

Kamryn: that my dads dead and not to talk to me

jake: Kamryn

Kamryn: just say hes dead but not to pity me because that will just make it worse for me

jake: did you eat this morning 

Kamryn: yes ask chef Byron if you dont believe me 

jake: I believe you ill call a meeting now because sunny is here and everyone else

i dont know how i feel //Anthony trujilloWhere stories live. Discover now