3 am Thoughts.

Sleep

Sleep isn't as welcome as it has been in past years to me.

I lie down, spend hours staring at the ceiling or face first into my pillow, and wake back up again.

How can sleep be relaxing if you don't even know if you've slept?

I still feel tired. I still don't want to get up. Yet, the sun burns my retinas from the sleep deprivation and dryness in my eyes.

Nothing seems to be pleasant about sleeping.

It's a waste of time, said by someone who wastes their time.