Finding You Again( Sequel To IFY)

Part2_I'll always love you

"Whenever I feel to cry on your shoulder, curling up in your embrace you come to meet me. Whenever I lose my strength, my hopes you come in my dreams to make me strong. You never left me alone, you always was there around me. I can feel you everywhere...!" She took deep breath while clutching her hairs in both palms tightly as if she'd rip them off. She wished every second of her life, only if she could reverse back every thing that happened.

She wished he'd never listened her, he'd never taken her at beach house. She never thought after him she will lose every thing. His company, his home and there will be just shattered pieces of this broken family. She never thought one day she will be alone gathering all of them, giving them strength to live.

She forced herself up, dragging herself towards wall sized picture. Her fingers touched the glass of frame delicately. Her eyes were motionless and droplets of sweat were still hanging on her forehead. Her lips quivering as she wanted to say something but she couldn't.

"Manik I thought our baby will be luckiest, we will give every thing we didn't have in our lives, I wanted to spend each moment with you while having him in my womb....!" She smiled painfully thinking about their baby Aaron Malhotra, Only reason of her sanity.

"You know when I went for my first scan, doctor asked me to look at our baby, but I didn't even open my eyes, you know why...? Because I didn't have enough courage to see him. I wanted to see our baby first time just with you beside me holding my hand. How could I do this to him. How could I do this with my baby, with my Manik's baby.

Our baby didn't deserve this. Manik I wanted you to watch our baby first, I wanted you to ask the doctor either it's a boy or girl. Manik I wanted you to there with me, I told you I couldn't do it alone, I told you we both need you, I told you I don't have any one except you but still you left me alone.....!" She took a deep hiccup looking at his picture with tearless eyes.

Suddenly struck by wistful longing she took a soulful sigh. She clutched her chest so tightly like her heart was being brutally wrenched from her body. She felt her world started closing in, feeling lighter and contented she fell at floor on her knees.

The pain was so intense that now even tears were not enough to wash it away. She cried over and over in last two years that now her colourless eyes forgot how to cry any more. She held the wall so tightly when she felt herself falling into dark emptiness with squeezing heart. She threw her head down placing both hands at floor.

"How could you, how could you do this to me, to our baby, how. How you never thought about us....! You knew it I have no one except you. How could you leave me all alone. How could you....!" breathing raggedly, with all wounded and devastated self she dragged herself near the wall. Throwing her head back at wall she pulled her knees up against her stomach.

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"Miss Victoria may I have my coffee please...!" Daniel asked in his all bossy tone.

"You've had 6 cups already sirrrr...!" Victoria replied giving pressure at last word.

"Miss Victoria don't forget who's boss here. I don't think so after tiring day you want to do over time and don't forget my coffee is part of your routine duty....!" Daniel replied looking straight at his laptop. She looked up towards him to see any sign of joke, but damn serious expressions at his face made her little conscious. No doubt he was getting troubled with lots of work. Without saying any word she went to take his coffee.

Just within one hour Daniel and Alexander were going to have a final meeting about their new branch in India.

Daniel had a huge business. After doing day and night hard work in one software company Alexander earned enough money to have fifty percent partnership in Daniel's company. From the start Victoria was doing job in this company when Daniel's father was in charge.