A Cloaked Smile (Evil Sans x Abused!Ultima! Reader

A missed "meal" - Chapter 1

(Slight Gore and Depressing Topics the Art is mine)

Y/N walks down the old worn trail leading to the only place she feels alone, yet sadly reminds her of every single thing she has done wrong. The scratch marks she had left on her arms and legs burned as they started to scab over as her once silky soft paw like feet carry her down the trail. Y/N is in her most used form the Hybrid form. Or the Abomination as her family and classmates called it. She had on her silk dark blue cloak that went down to her ankles. Her hands and feet replaced with dark gray paws with hints of crimson blood here and there. Her wolf ears were pinned to her head as the rain pelted down on her. She didn't care all she cared about was getting to the tree to write in her diary which was left under the tree. The pads of her paws were getting less and less sensitive to the sharp pebbles and thorns of the bushes around her. She raised her head slightly as she came within sight of the cracked walls, she had come accustomed to seeing the body of a person whom attempted to steal and eat one of the apples. She walked up to the gates as dark blue roses with black vines grew from the ground and opened the gates for her. As she entered she took of her hood to better see the tree and how much litter their was around. She sighed as she reached into her worn down satchel which she had made with her magic until half of her arm was inside and she grabbed a hold of the broom and plastic bag. She started to clean up the half empty bottles of water and old moldy food. She tied up the bag and walked over to her sitting spot.

Y/N POV

I felt someone watching me from behind and in 5 other areas. I ignored the feeling knowing it was most likely some of the bullies from school. I sat down and pulled the black leather book with a rose drawn on the front. I was sitting in the middle of the tree when I heard rustling from the bushes a couple feet beside me. I reached into my satchel without looking and pulled out 5 dog treats i had made in the shape of bones and threw them to the bush and immediately 2 adult shadow wolves and 3 cubs hopped out and ate the treats. The cubs hopped over to me as I started writing in my diary with a pencil. I wrote about the beatings growing more frequent and the bullying more violent. I sat the book down as the sun started setting and looked my phone.  4:50 . I blink twice before my eyes shrink in fear as notice the time. I jump up throw my diary down grab the bag of leftovers, or as I should say. My lunch. I grab my satchel and run home even though my paws were killing me. I say goodbye to the wolves as I slam the gates closed. And turn as I take out my amulet. I place the lapis crescent amulet around my neck and reach my hand out as a lapis blue portal is created and jump through. I land in the kitchen quietly. I turn and make my parents and sister their supper. When it's finished I place the perfectly crafted homemade spaghetti,
and salad. I place silverware down next to each plate except the knives and spoons I take out their cups and place them down before calling them down. Mother comes down the stairs as I hold a straight face and make no eye contact. Father comes down and has a strong smell of beer then sister comes down arms crossed. I ask them what they would like to drink with their spaghetti. Mother and father said Whiskey and sister said coffee. I nod and grab their drinks and make the coffee I pour the beers into glasses with ice and take them to the table then go back and grab the coffee. I walk back and hand the coffee to her and walk back upstairs taking the bag of my lunch with me and a small bottle of water. As I walk into my room I see my dog bowls the shackles and my mattress no pillows or blankets. I sit down on the worn carpet and open the bag and take out an old hamburger. As soon as I take it out it's slapped away from me I look around frantically for the intruder. When I realize no one is their I look back at the hamburger which was now completely ruined. I sigh. "Their goes my lunch for the week." Yes I only get one meal a week. On birthdays I get leftovers from my last lunch. But now I don't have even a morsel. My ears lower again as I stand up and grab a bag and a can of stain remover. I walk over to the food and pick it up before putting it in the bag. I grab a nearby rag and spray the stain before cleaning it with the rag. I walk downstairs with the bag. As I pass my family my mother asks. "How was your lunch?" She had a grin on her face as she saw me throw away the bag. Knowing I won't eat anything for two weeks. I felt a presence giving off sympathy. And one giving off empathy. "Alright." I reply before walking  back to my room and getting ready for the daily beating. By that I mean changing into more light clothes so that the whips, knives, and belt can do more damage than if I had my normal clothing on. I sat down facing the wall between the shackles for my arms to keep me from defending myself. I heard the door open a couple seconds later and felt their presences.