I might not be updating for a while, so this book is on pause. I am looking for one of my kittens, who is missing. It's really hard for me, because I LOVE this kitten. He's all white, with orange accents on his ears and tail, and has blue eyes, and is very sweet. He isn't very old, and only around 6-8" tall, and his name is Soul. I am missing him terribly, and have not been able to find him for a couple days. I don't want to assume the worst, because I would fall into a bottomless pit of depression. Our kitten Edward is also missing, same height/age as Soul, but orange and white. I feel very sad now, because I'm scared for them. I raised them, and consider them my own children. I don't want them to be dead. They can't be dead, I refuse to believe it.
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The last time one of our cats died, I didn't come out of my room for days on end. I didn't eat, drink, or sleep. By the time I came out, I looked like I was dead. It took me months to recuperate. I love my cats, because I raised them since they were little, and have grown very attached to them. When my kitten Anya froze to death, I swore to never get close to another cat, because it's too much pain for me when they die. But, me being an idiot, I keep getting attached to my cats.
Please, if you have seen Soul or Edward, contact me through messages.
Edit (July 22): I am Christian, so I thought what it would be like to live for eternity in heaven. My brain broke, I spaced out, and my stomach felt sick. Just think about it. It's super weird, and makes you question reality.
