wanting my bestfriend

i dont understand

i dont understand why she didnt say nothing

i dont understand why i just left

i dont understand why i let this happen

i also dont understand why i love her not like her

im still up its 3:36am..maybe a walk will help clear my head i shouldnt be worried about her she can carry herself..but what if he threatened her to make me leave...i rushed out of my bed and got in my car to see if she was ok i called and she didnt pick up.

i stopped the car at her driveway and went inside from her window call me a creep if you want it would set an alarm from the door.her window was unlocked i told her to get it fixed i hopped inside her bathroom.

i was almost sleep until i heard feet in my bathroom...the hell? i whispered to myself and got out my bed and grabbed my back beside my dresser...i waited anxious to whoop who ever it was even if it was roc...the door open i let out an anger yel and went to swinging it back and forth at them they grunted falling to the floor i continued to hit them crazy with bat...i stepped on their chest and turned on the bathroom light..to my surprise