The Alpha and The Protector [Editing in Progress]

chapter 9

I laughed, looking into his eye. "Are you saying you might addicted to sex with me?"

"I will."

"Sex-craved jerk," I lightly hit his arms.

He shrugged, but looked intensly at me. "Li, are you sure you're ready? Because if we start now, I can't be able to stop."

"I'm sure I'm ready. But promise me to be gentle. Well, gentle at first."

"Baby girl." I smiled when he spoke. "No need to worry. I will never hurt you intentionally. I know this is your first, so of course I would be gentle. That's why I'm going to be making love to you. But I can't say anything about the future. It might get rough," he smirked.

I laughed out loud, smacking him hard again on his arms.

But I must say, it sounds appealing. If kissing him makes me feel wonderful, I wonder how sex would feel. All I know is that I can't wait to run my hands down his bare chest. To feel his hands roam all over my body. To just kiss him like he was my air.

He groaned. "You do know I can smell you, right? Its not really helping to calming me down."

"Then take me." I wiggled under him.

His hands clutched my hips tighter, grinding my body against him. His thumb was rubbing circles against my skin, driving me insane. We started kissing again, but I can tell this was a lust filled kiss.

I was anxious, nervous, but still happy. I love him enough to trust him wholey with both my heart and mind. I know he will never hurt me. So when we make love, that will be the only time he will ever hurt me. But, am I ready for kids? I know that once we complete the mating process, I will become pregnant. I am only 17. I don't know much about caring for kids.

Except for Zania, Mariahs' daughter. Back in the other pack, I would care for her three year old daughter. But Zania wans't a baby. She was old enough to run around the house and just asking for stuff. That spoiled little girl, but I guess I was the one spoiling her more than her parents.

On the other hand, I do love kids, especially babies. I must be optimistic about this subject or I will never be able to complete the mating process.

"Baby girl, what's wrong? I can feel your worry."

I can never get used to him calling me that. It just instantly makes me smile.

"Its what happens after the mating the process."

He scrunched his brows in confusion, then to understanding.

He took my cheeks into his hands, making me look into his eyes. "Don't worry about that. I know you will make a good mother. The way you have been taking care of me was motherly. But if you're not ready for a baby, I whole heartedly understand. But don't forget, I'm always going to be there to you. Either holding your hand or encouraging you."

Then he kissed my forehead, then leaned his forehead against mines. I closed my eyes, trying to relax in the comfort of his arms. Relax to the quietness and the smell of the outdoors. I took a big whiff of the air, taking in both Liams' scent and the woods scent. But then there was something else mixed into it. I perked my head up, taking a deep breath and concentrating on the smell.

"There's something out here," Liam said, breaking my concentration. "Stay inside, Li."

Then the smell hit me with full force. That smell. It was triggering my memory.

I quickly got up and ran towards it, shifting once I was a few feet away from the house. Liam was shouting for me, but he followed me anyways.

'What are you doing!? You might get hurt! Please, just go-'