The pain of missing you(Louis Tomlinson) *ON HOLD*

Olivia Smith

Hey guys I'm Olivia, that's not my real name, my real name is Lily Martinez, but I changed my life completely because I couldn't stand the pain of looking myself in the mirror of how ugly I looked.

Here is a little about me.

my hair colour is Brown

I have brown contacts in. So I don't have to wear these nerdy glasses anymore. I haven't wore glasses in years.

I am from Doncaster, England!

I am 19, turning 20! blow the candles out on August 3rd!

my favourite colour is purple,green, and blue.

I'd love to learn to surf, even though I'd fall off of it.

I cut.(I know it's terrible, but it's how I take away the pain of my screwed up life.)

I'm anorexic(It's not my fault! I just can't eat, or else I throw it all back up)

Secretly I really miss my best friend Louis Tomlinson.

I haven't seen him for 3 Years, almost 4. And every time he comes home, which he barely does because of his career. He always forgets about coming over and saying hi to me! AND I HAVE BEEN HIS NEIGHBOUR FOREVER! I guess he just doesn't miss me. He probably hates me. I'd hate me if I was him too.

Well I have to go deal with my dad being drunk again.

See ya later peasants. if you even care about me to see me later.

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That's sort of like an intro to the character! So what ya think? Are you excited for this story?

This is my first story on wattpad, so don't criticize, I made a fanfic before ok? Ok.