Euphoria - Jungkook BTS FanFiction

Start Again

12 June 2018 - 14.30 PM 

Seoul, Korea 

Hey! Since you are starting to be okay with keeping this diary, i want to give my old pic, its on the cover of this page. Sorry for the quality though, I edited it as the best as i could. Lets start shall we?

Can i just turn back the time? If yes, help me.

I have this disease. The disease that people should have no idea about. This is the secret that i hardly to tell you but i guess this is the time. I have been suffered for my mesenchymal chondrosarcoma. Simply, this cancer affects highly on your bones, especially the spine, ribs and jaws. It grows slowly in my body gladly and god gives me a chance to tell you this. This is what i have been hiding from you. Now, i know you must be so shocked. I am. Trust me.

I promise you to keep alive until i finished tell you all my stories, but promise me one thing, you gotta keep calm and don't pity me. Oh god, my nose is bleeding again. Mianhae, omg the blood drops one by one on my laptop. Shit.. now it is like raining. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!??? Alright, its handled. My mum just made my head up so, i can still type this diary for you also making the blood from my nose stop. It usually takes 5 to 7 minutes to stop. This is probably the effect of chemotherapy. Ah..you must know about the chemotherapy, should i explain it to you? No,,? okay..

Now, you must be wondering how can i know all of this? It starts in 2015. You know that i have been on tour in 2015 with my friends, family, BTS. I have to introduce properly to you, the members are Jimin, Jin, RM, J-Hope, Suga, V, and me. All of them are so talented and I'm goddamn proud of myself because i can be one of the member of BTS. It has been a great year with me and BTS, but suddenly after performing in Seoul, i passed out. The manager gave me some baby oils on my nose but it did not affect me at all. The members and staff were all worried of me and they decided to take me to the hospital.

The memories of me in the hospital still blurry on my mind but i always remember when the doctor told me about the cancer. All the members are shocked also the manager. I almost got fainted because if i have this cancer, i would not get a chance to perform in front of my fans also perform with my members especially i will barely meet my fans and they must be worried as fuck if they know my conditions. So, mianhae world, my manager, my members and myself decided not to be a part of BTS anymore. I had to quit. I had to cure myself since this cancer is so deadly. I am truly sorry. And you, I am sorry for not fulling your instagram and line timeline about me singing and dancing anymore or even making lots of impressions about other members that always make you laugh. Mianhae.

It is fixed and announced that i am quitting BTS, the exact time was 12 June 2015.

Now, you know the reasons why i am not contacting you because i am scared that you will be asked the reasons why i am quit. Now, i have so much strengths to tell you. Until now, my fans did not know the reasons, the manager and the members are so kind to keep their mouth shut. Now you know, so keep your mouth shut, or i will be flying to your place and eat you up.

I think it is enough for chapter one, how about more? Oh. there will be more. Just comment your thoughts and i will reply it on my next chapter okay baby. The blood already stopped. Don't worry okay. I am going to sleep i guess. Bye. I will upload my diary every tuesday. So, i am certainly waiting for your messages 💚

- JK