Save Me

Don't Forget Him

"First meet in auntumn when maple's yellow leaves were falling down...,"

"Crashed by a bright girl with her stumbling bicycle until his temple was bleeding,"

Jimin and Sana giggled together upon recalling their first meet.

"Sana, let's go to Prague one day,"Jimin said out of blue.

"Prague? Middle Europe? Whoah! A country where fairy tale seems happened?!"Sana arched back to look at Jimin's face. Her eyes were sparkling in bewilderment just like Jimin who smiled softly.

"Let's create another story there,"Jimin cupped Sana's face then kissed her forehead once again.

"Switzerland too,"Sana clasped her palms.

"If possible we'll go to North Pole too,"Jimin laughed.

"Oh! I want to see pole bear and dancing under aureole sky!"Sana began to daydreaming about dancing under the colourful beautiful sky.

Both of them giggled again with their kiddy dream but ain't everyone have a dream to reach their own fairy tale?

With Jimin, Sana could forget her sadness and grief. Her sadness just disappeared. That's how magical Jimin's existence in Sana's life. Sana who only knew about her happiness with Jimin, didn't know how to face him if right now she was the one who bring the sadness to Jimin. She also never learnt of what if Jimin showed his miserable life for the first time after they have been together.

Right now, Sana only wanted to see what is in front of her. Protect someone or something which made her afraid to lose. Even though in other side her heart is sad and missing her togetherness with Jimin, Sana really didn't want to leave Yoongi's side.

With Yoongi, she started everything in misery. Reversible with Jimin who brought happiness and fresh fluttering heart. Even though at first she just pitied and sympathy with him, now that feeling became more serious. Not a trivial thing, not a fresh fluttering heart, it was more like a painful and hurt feeling...but bring a mysterious happiness.

"Yoongi, right now I'm so happy,"

Yoongi stared at the sleeping soundly naked figure wrapped by the same blanket which also wrapping him right now. His fingers wiped some already longer hair strands on her beautiful face. Sana was sleeping so tightly and peacefully. Her warm breath was crashing against his breath everytime Yoongi tilted his head to face the sleeping beauty beside him.

Recalled with what Sana said after once again they reached their amenity climax hours ago –right before Sana fell asleep- Yoongi watched his room ceiling. Sana who sacrificed so much to him, who asked and swam onto every detail of his agony, which unknowingly already undressed his soul until he really opened up to her. Getting loose and free. Yoongi was relieved because he succeed to release himself from the chains of trap he made.

If he could shout out...Yoongi admitted, that he also feels happy.

"I know why he's changed...because right now you already changed me too...,"Yoongi laughed sheepishly. Laughed at his own self who was too naïve. How this innocent girl was able to flip his and Jimin's world. How he wasn't able to protect himself from another possible pains which will appear from the happiness he accepted now. It's okay. It's okay if in the end Yoongi will be suffering again. He already forgave himself, forgave his powerless self when feeling sad.

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"You still can't go to school Min Yoongi,"Sana hugged the backpack Yoongi already prepared, as if she won't give it to it's owner.

Early morning Yoongi woke up earlier that Sana and successfully took bath without her help even though with some 'ouch' 'damn' 'oh shit' 'fuck' and another cursing words on today's morning shower. He intended to not wake Sana up, wore his uniform alone although he still got pained a lot when his body did some moves that occurring his chest muscles. But Yoongi did it. Right when he was about to cook breakfast, Sana woke up and immediately shrieked then ran to Yoongi.