6/10
I wish I could die... even if I'm in love with the best girlfriend ever... day after day it's always my fault for existing like this, I'm only smiling so no-one will expect a thing. I'm not happy inside of me I'm crying, dying and tearing apart.
Stop calling my name... I want to adventure to feel free, I want to save the ones I love and those animals inside of me.. but I can't. Let me just do my own choices in my life don't push me to do it something you want to do... I'm a follower but it doesn't mean I can be weak I have a blood as a leader in a wolf pack but still I'm the follower for everyone... let me be free... I know what's dangerous or not I'm not so stupid everyone thinks I am... I'm very wise and already faced the reality... it's horrible and so frustrating to even think about but it comes wherever I am. Cause some day I know I'm might take suicide and they'll see my heart black as the black hole and so broke ... I'm a mistake.. the negative no-ones wants... I might kill someone! I'm trying to control my emotions but sometimes they can slip...
humanity made me like this we are the bad guys... we are the terrors and the most horrific things on earth.. we destroy everything in a flash, a persons life and and anything else around us... I'm going crazy... help me...
