HER SELFLESS LOVE

part 21

" Goddd what is happening with me.
Why I can't forget nandini face ..her words...her confession for me
Do I started feeling for ...no no manik u have to stay from her..u can't fall for her. What if Nandini will also leave me like shravya did...I know Nandini is not like shravya .she is not like greedy n selfish like shravya ..she is selfless her love is selfless.. pure.
But I scared because I can trust her but I can't trust my destiny.. If I'll love her then my destiny will snatch her from me...n this time I'm not alone to suffer to bear that pain .my kids r also there ..there life revolve around her
I know I'm selfish just thinking about me n my kids...but what can I do
I can't loose her " manik thought n a long tear fall down his cheeks

At night

After dinner all retard to their rooms.. Manik was not able to sleep so he went to terrace to get some fresh air...when he came he saw aryaman was already present there busy in his phone " aryaman

Aryaman turned - hey bhai...u here ?

Manik sat next to him - well same question goes to u also ?

Aryaman - woh bhai do ( two) din baad karwachauth hai..so mom strictly ordered me to buy a very special gift for Alisha " he said grumpily n manik smile a little

Manik - why r so grumpy for just buying a gift ??

Aryaman - bhai it's not about the gift

Manik - toh

Aryaman - actually bhai meine Alisha se kaha karvachauth ke baare mein..toh an usne zid pakadi hai ki mujhe bhi vrat (fast)rakhna padega " he said n manik laugh seeing him

Aryaman - bhai u r laughy like seriously

Manik - well sorry...but shadi karne jaa raha u have to get used to of all this now

Aryaman caught his words - then bhai tumhe to already inn sab ki aadat hogi " he asked n manik said about what " yahi vrat ( fast ) n gifts ki....aapne bhi toh Nandini ke liye fast kiya hoga n ya plzzz suggest me about gifts.. I'm aapne Nandini ko last three karvachauth mein kya gift diya hai

Manik looked down he don't know what to say as he never keep fast for her n he gifted her anything " woh..I never kept fast as nandini never forced me "

Aryaman - Wao!! Bhai u r damm lucky to have Nandini ." he said smilingly n manik nooded " acha so what gifts actually I'm confuse ..so tell na what have u gifted her " manik stayed mum he just finding n excuse to avoid this topic ....n to his luck that time Aryaman phone rang its was Alisha call

Aryaman - bhai I'll leave ..good night

Manik also wished him back n start thinking about their first karvachauth.... How he behave badly with Nandini..how she ruined her day.

Flashback

Its has been six months manan are married...Nandini accepted manik kids whole heartily.. She even started breastfeeding kids as she its good for their babies health... Nandini tried a lot to make a small place for her in manik heart..but all her efforts went in vein as ever time either manik used to scold her , taunt or rather slap her

Nandini first karvachauth came but to her bad luck before one week only manik went to Paris...she thought that he will not come but to her surprise he came before pooja only...she was very happy to see him

All the ladies complete the pooja n went to terrace...after sometime moon came she first saw how neonika n other  r doing as she don't know much about that...after that as she saw she first saw moon through sieve n than look at manik..she did aarti n touch his feet to take  blessing
Because all r present there manik didn't say anything nor he stopped her ....he just gave a fake smile to her
Manik made her drank water as Nandini took a sip she started coughing badly n manik was smirk as his plan worked

All look at her maan spoke worriedly "Nandini kya hua beta ?

Before she could answer manik said"kuch nahi daddu shayad pani jaldi mein piya " he said n all believe

All went downstairs leaving manan alone...Nandini didn't stop coughing n her became sweaty " maa..manik yeh"
she was trying to speak n Manik was just enjoying seeing her condition

Manik - kya hua Nandini tum yeah kehna chati hoo ki yeh pani nahi hai" he said making a innocent face n nandini nodded her head in yes " I know ki its not water " he came close to her n whisper in her ear " its VINEGAR " nandu eyes went wide listening this

Manik - arey why r u looking at me like this... Its your gift Nandini your karvachauth gift ...see it's ritual na that husband should give some gift to their wife.. So I gave u this " he said shamelessly ..his eyes changed into anger n said " what did u thought that by doing all this u will be able tofool me...no Nandini not even in your dreams I'll let u win ..get that
U will just get my hatred " he said dangerously n went downstairs for dinner

Nandini wipe her tears n join others. She all the time tried her best to keep smile..but it was very hard to do that.. First of manik behavior n second because of vinegar her stomach was aching badly. She hardly took four morsels just to complete her fast.

All went to their rooms after dinner .
Manik immediately slept because of tiredness but sleep was far away from nandini eyes.. She just keep turning all the time on sofa

Flashback end

Manik was thinking all this n was feeling guilty about this

Readers plzzz don't bash I know some of u will say that how can u write this keep yourself in her place n feel

But I clearly mentioned first that manik is a monster n always behave badly with nandini

Stay blessed