Can't Be Trusted (Part 1)

Part Two: Get Out Your Feelings

I got to school late of course.

"Good morning Ms.Barrett." Mr.Red said.

"Good morning Mr.Red." I said

Walked to my locker, Waved to Black,went to class, School was ass as always.

"Mani B you coming." Andrew yelled.

"Yea let me just get my bag." I responded.

Me and him walked to his house, We played fight and smoked

"I liked you ever since, I met you." I said laying next to him.

"Really you never said anything." Andrew responded.

He wrapped his arm around me, he kissed my forehead and licked my cheek. We hang for a few hours, I went to my hood after.

"Waddup Razzie, Young E and bratie." I yelled hugging them.

" Haven't seen your bitch ass in awhile where you been." Razzie laughed.

"G macking with the hood rats how about you shorty" I responded passing a bottle of pinapple Amsterdam.

We all sipped, talked the afternoon away, Razzie stepfather gave me a ride home this time I wasn't late. My grandmother wasn't home so I made me a sandwich and layed down. Sometimes I don't make the right choices but you don't know if you made the wrong or right choice until after you make it, you might not get it but some choices actually help you realize that life isn't about being a goodie goodie or a bad person its about what makes you wanna live and what you make out of it.

Sometimes I think why I do the things I do, Maybe its the way I grew up. Stealing, fighting, gang banging, and smoking, I never really had a choice to choose my life. I grew up to fast.

It's not about how you feel anymore it's more about how you live life. It's all about handling your emotions sometimes it's hard or sometimes it's easy you got to find a way to handle your pain.

I put a song on and left it on reply and put my speaker on low. I hoped in the shower, then went in my room, laid back down and I roll over and went to bed.