Days passed, i decided to make her realize her decisions on her own. Kung hindi sya kayang turuan ng mga magulang, I should.
May mga araw na hindi ko sya kinakausap. Pinapadaan ko kay yaya ang mga sagot sa mga tanong nya.
'Ge, may practice ka?' She asked one morning while Cobbe and I are taking our breakfast.
'Yaya pakisabi meron.' I answered not looking at her.
'Ge, ano ba..' She stepped closer.
I stood up. I kissed Cobbe. ' Yaya, tawagan mo na lang ako pag may problema dito.' I walked out of the room.
Kailangan kong gawin to. Its for her own sake.
And there's this one night where she waited for me at home.
'Ge.. Mag-usap naman tayo.' She pleaded.
Its almost 1 am bakit gising pa sya.
I didnt answer, instead nilapag ko ang mga gamit ko at umupo sa sofa. She's just there, standing.. looking at me.
'What now.' I said in an emotionless tone.
'Ge.. tama na. Hindi ko na kayang ganyan ka.'
'I dont know what are you talking about.' I said and turned the TV on.
She crossed her arms on her chest. Alam kong pinipigilan nyang umiyak.
I turned off the TV. I stood up and faced her.
'You asked for this. Time off.. Space.. Binibigay ko. So dont asked me na parang ako lang ang gumawa para maging ganito tayo.' I said before ako makahakbang ay nakita ko na ang patak ng luha nya.
'Im sorry.' She said with closed eyes.
I sighed. I wanted to hug her. I want to wipe those tears away.
'Learn to live with your decision, Sarah.'
I left her standing there.
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