My focus fads,
As the emotions grows.
My head pounds,
As the thoughts rush by.
The forgotten memories are back.
They no longer can be denied.
I have grown distanced,
As my mask has been re-enforced.
The old me, the darker me,
The one that lacks emotions is back.
And I no longer can stop the numbness
For I crave it once again.
My nights have grown even longer,
My strength is fading.
How much longer can I last?
When will my limit be reached?
Will my lights be enough,
To hold me back?
For I have fallen,
Back into Hell.
The land that I know so well.
It is time to make this place,
My home once again.
