I remember exactly the chronological sequence of how this even became a thing. Summer 2017 two months after my breakup I was still on the rebound looking for cute guys to follow.. then I followed you. But you weren't that cute to me so I didn't bother. Throughout the months you liked my pictures and I liked yours on Instagram but I didn't really pay you any attention until the second semester of senior year. We had Econ together .. I never spoke to you but you were funny. Then you followed my instagram with your second account and added my snap. You sent me a snap after practice that night , I didn't want to talk to you but eventually I liked it. I liked you. I've never met someone who is so like me but still different all at once. In my eyes you're perfect and at first I think you thought so too, we talked about everything , then things went downhill and in an attempt to keep you interested I suggested a fuck buddy system .. I thought it was working.
It didn't work. Two days ago at spring fling you made it clear exactly who you were interested in.. and it wasn't me.
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The chaos in my head , the pain in my heart
PoetryI've gone through enough breakups and ghosting situations throughout my 4 years of high school to last me a lifetime.. I just recently got dropped two days ago. I'm hurting, I'm broken and depressed. This is my way of trying to heal. This is just a...
